These Are My Confessions..

2008-03-18T13:00:00.004+08:00

Another week has passed by just lidat zzz sians b4 I noe it the final exams are coming and i don tink i am prepared to take it?!?! Its like WTF!! so fast exams come , this sem really passed by veri fast haix wish it would be CNY again then can collect more hongbaoss ! =D I've just spent 78 dollars ytd at GNC , i bot 6 wks supply of dietary supplement! sians i want to buy hydroxycut but its super expensive... $141.25 sia for i tink one month supply but i noe its gd ! because my frens who used it said that it was effective! i bot...
According to the salesperson , she said that optibolic optidrene is as gd as the prev supplement i was taking , burn 60 , i bot 2 bottles frm her because it was oso on offer ! 1/2 price off 2nd bottle for GNC members ! I got 6 wks supply now ! Seriously it smells like shit la its really worse than Burn 60 for some reason but i guess good stuffs don't smell good :) I think i deserve a pat on my back though , i have not ordered any KFC or Macs since 4 wks ago and i've not gone for any suppers =D my weight now is 73 ! i wan to lose another 3 to 4 kg.. i can do it i can do it cos i noe i can do it =D 2 more mths ! I'll OWN MQ AND WOON THESE TWO FARKHEADS BAAUAUAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA MQ now u noe y i gave u two doughnuts tt dae? cos 2 doughnuts are enuf to make u fatter than u are now tsk tsk not bad tt dae my fren asked mi go run with her weet not bad not bad thats a +ve encouragement for mi to work harder ROARR!!! I AM A MONSTER!! ROARRRR !! Fcuk this shit , im gonna slack for a while and back to mugging my fcuking ass off .

2008-03-10T00:08:00.011+08:00

Yesterdae was a rather happening night , i went out with my fate and her grp of frens for the first time! We went to double 'O' at MS there to spend the night ! It was nice of her to ask mi to tag along and intro-ed mi to her frens which consist of Long-ge (sounds like some black society boss), Nicholas, Babu (who coincidentally is Jasmine Tecko Fren oso) and Felicia. Before i went to club , i met up with my God and oso SuckLin for dinner at Siglap ! Took a photo with them but actually wanted take more la but then my camera low batt then bo bian muz save battery cos i wanted to take pix at the club! Btw attention to everyone whose petrified of Douglas , he has lost most of his muscle mass and hes not as harmful like he was in the past alreadi so do not be afraid of him and feel free to voice ur opinions abt him openly now! =D
Lemme show u some narcissistic-vain-hiao photos i took b4 i went to the club cos i was all dressed up !! =D I bot a new snow cap ytd and i love it v much la cos i tink v nice , it was been sth that i had wanted for a long time so yea , it has a skull made of bling bling on top ! No matter how zi lian i am , i can nv be compared to Mr Woon and Mr Goose =X

Toilet Shot #1Toilet Shot #2
Toilet Shot #3Thats mi and my fate ! i post this picture because i tink i look v hum-some in this photo so her face cut off abit oso nvm buahahah shes gonna squeeze my backside again in sch when she reads this post this hum-sup fate of mine is part time molester as justified by Wanni oso.Take a look at her omgggggggg trying to act cute but not as cute as me ! Don worry Fate, one dae u'll be as cute as me , try harder don't give up =D Btw the Gi-graph toy is her bag la haha quite cute la but i tink my CJ7 "qi zai" cuter tsk tsk . MQ wad do u tink if we go to the Joo to Visit the Gi-graphs one dae, together with the chin-pan-ties.
Thats Felicia and me !Thats Wanni and me!Wanni , Feli , Humsum Me followed by my fate.
Last photo of the nite was taken with the green guy long-ge, frenly and farnie guy la so called radio station cos he v gd at broadcasting gossips like MQ =X

2008-03-06T21:55:00.007+08:00

As I am kind of bored now because i feel v free aft my dreaded Econs Mid Term Test i shall do a veri random post to satisfy my blog reader fans of their desires for my posts ! =D Actually i tinking wad do i need to buy next ... my wishlist ! Arghghg actually i tink i have alot of tings that i wan but being the greedy person that we all are , i 've managed to come up with summore tings that i wan ! lets take a look
Ladies and gentlemen... presenting to you the.....*drum rolls* NINTENDO Wii ! A fun-filled console which is suitable for pple of all ages! If oni i could own this i would put it in my hostel and need not bring my xbox frm hm to hostel which is so mafan! =D~~~ nvm i shall save money and wait for a good steal to come along! Tink if i buy i would buy a 2nd hand ar cos first hand v v v ex ... ard $650 ! so ex more ex than PS3 !I tink that none of u should b unfamiliar with this machine which i guess is the dream of many guys! THE PS3 !!!! ARRR!!!! Just tinking abt Metal Gear Solid 4 on this console is enuf to give mi wet dreams for the nex few daes ! Great! This is like a sex toy to both males and females because i noe deep down in ur hearts u all
want it.. THE IPHONE!! Although i have a new hp alreadi , i wouldnt mind this sexy lil' ting as a spare!Its no joke when u have to carry ur heavy 3 kg laptop ard with u in ur bag during a long dae , i guess oni MQ can share the pain and agony since our laptops are super heavy. So I would like to introduce this 0.7kg laptop... the ASUS EEE ! Its small and defines the term Ultraportable , if i were to have this lil ting over here , i would place it permanently in my bag since the weight of it is almost negligible!Last but not least... The Lamborghini Reventon! Oh its like so gawd-damn-mother-farking-orgasmic-awesome-cool-yandao-chio HOT la!! check out the curves! I would choose this over Fiona Xie or Jessica Alba =D Imagine dry-humping this lambo! Hahahaha pardon me for my crazy mood rite now , im high on milk!

2008-03-05T11:21:00.003+08:00

As I was in the gym just now , thx to my neighbours whose alarm clocks rang simultaneously at like fucking 8am in the morning and if it was only one fucking clock ringing nvm but knn got two ringing sia cbbb!! one is ring ring ring ring the other is play some knn melody!! wah lan ey i slept at like 5am then woke up at 8am!! really ass lo then i couldnt slp so i decided to make use of my time to do some workout.
Apparently alot of tots raced across my mind as i was doing my weights juz now , i was tinking how pathetic i used to be owaes indulging in self-sympathy and my dear frens , self sympathy is not a gd ting because all it does is waste ur fucking brain cells on day dreaming "Wow! how i wish i could be as hot as Bradd Pitt" "Wow How i wish i could have a hot gf such as Gillian" "Wow how i wish i could fucking have a hot bod like Vincent Ng" After everyting , u realise the more farked up u feel after all these tots. Instead of being such a useless bum sitting or lying down , y not make a change to ur life? Lets say u fall into the following categories ( Not referring to anyone in particular)

Category #1 : If u tink u're ugly , perhaps make an effort to use make up to conceal the flaws instead of saying " oh fark im fugly now i am going to be a farking single dickhead cos no guys/gers wan to be with me " Ok lets say if u cant be bothered to put make up , well i guess the oni alternative u have is to build up ur character since character plays a major role in hooking up with someone too well, pple will say " XXX is ugly , but he/she has a nice character"

Category #2: If u tink u're fat , for goodness sake do sth abt it. Don jus sit ur farking ass on the chair and tink " oh god , im fat im fat im fat im fat im fat " i bet repeating that a million farking times wouldnt make u lose the fats so maybe u can like run instead of indulging in self sympathy with a bag of chips on ur lap cos thats a farking joke.

Category #3 : If u tink that u're not bad-looking but fat , great! all the more u should picture urself being a chiobu or yandao if u slim down and hopefully that keeps u motivated ! Omg imagine the farking hot guys and gals u can pick up while having the self-confidence ! Lets face it guys , which gal or should i say most of the gals wont mind having sex with Edison for goodness sake la provided he doesnt take pictures of u in ur most slutty moments hahahha WE ARE ALL SUPERFICIAL LETS FACE IT . U dare to tell me that u would reject a Edison-clone who is a doctor and drives a Lamborghini ( And for all those of u who doesn't noe wad a lamborghini is , this is how it looks like and its not some brand of handphone or mp3 or wadsoever)
and has a nice character? IF u fucking do , BURN IN HELL U FUCKING LYING WHORE!!!
To all the pple reading this , i guess its the lack of slp and the emo-shit i am going tru that makes this entry such an angsty one but at the end of this entry . I am still who i am :)

2008-02-29T07:42:00.000+08:00

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..

You're gone..

2008-02-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when i tink abt running , i cant seem to get the negativity out of my mind when i run farkkkk i tink my mentality not strong enuf i don noe y i owaes feel like giving up when i run , tsk tsk cannot understand how the hell do pple run like 42km zzzz thats damn sian laa omgggg i muz try to have a stronger mentality! but luckily i have my ipod with me , strangely it seems but i really NEED it when it comes to running because i really need it to keep mi running ! or else i cannot run past 1km without it because i keep on tinking abt the distance which makes mi feel like giving up!

Sigh studying in uni really sux big time man dammit study so hard come back the results like a deek lidat cbcbbcbccbcbbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcc maybe like my frens i should be like them lidat pray to the ah tiongs let them grant mi power ! but then again my course oso not the ah tiongs pro fark i pray them for fark sia maybe i should pray to the vietnamese-s! haha but then i don tink they dominate in my course oso la . Have u all felt at times that studies is not everyting and juz feel like tossing it aside? haha well i do .. but i oso dowan to get lousy result oso la so bo bian i have to study oso la but i hope my caps don drop laaa my caps bad enuf alreadi las sem although i wouldnt say that i was unhappy with it haha fcuk u ok BOBBY CHEE cb u better stop luffing at this statement or else i going to put a *@#*#*@##@* in ur lousy ass

2008-02-27T22:59:00.004+08:00

In case some of u wonder how my hostel room looks like , i officially declare that its v PIMPED lol well v bo liao so i took a pix of my room and post it over here ! farkkkrrkrkrkkr i tonight muz study till v late to make up for the laziness the past few daes %(#@(%@#(@# zzz i really hate studying hahah how i wish i can stay in uni to play and not study! or take like 3 modules laaaa so sianx haix

2008-02-18T21:16:00.003+08:00

SHUANG!!!!! Just came back frm a run! Approximately 3.8 km run , nv felt so gd for a long time ! Just feel refreshing..! I hope the $55 i spent on my GNC supplement is working fine , here it a preview of how it looks like
It tastes really quite horrible , tastes of ginger.... and its like v hot la i don noe y i pop two into my mouth its like my tongue on fire *(@%*@*%@* y do supplements taste like shit but i tink its really gd u noe cos i feel so energetic after the run and not tired like i used to after running , it states here "boosts energy and metabolism " and " increases calories burning by up to 60%" one bottle can last for a month so i hope i can put aside $45 every mth to invest in something to help make mi feel pretty again! arrr fark i miss my metrosexually-vain-narcissistic days... i wanna be hiao again , i wanna feel gd and i wanna be that gd again like i used to be !!

2008-02-11T21:00:00.001+08:00

Suddenly , I feel that i need to pen my thoughts over here in my blog which has been rusty for a F**king long time . Maybe its the emptiness inside of me that urges me to find someone or something whom or which i can confide in .. I guess over here its the best place because i hardly share my problems with pple unless its fangy or mq (although hes such an asshole at times to mock at me but its ok on account that i've alreadi known him to be an asshole for such a long time). Suddenly i feel very emo recently i don noe y , according to mr lamb chops perhaps its the monday blues that is haunting mi hence my moody mood zzzz . Well , i don noe y but its like i come uni i have toned down super alot in terms of enthusiasm in alot of tings and it seems that this is affecting my social life. I tink i am transforming into an introvert or should i say weirdo like X**J** (asterix used to protect the identity of my fren) . Well i must say that i am not the person who would initiate a self-introduction or perhaps make frens so that makes everyting worse. Well.. sometimes i wish i had a reset button or sth and i would like to rewind my f**king life and maybe alter the way that i turn out to be but who doesnt wish for such a ting to exist.

Another problem is bothering me , has anyone of you ever thought of what if u had the power to get rid of someone u dislike? Would u abuse it and use it sparingly or perhaps the religious you thinks that we have no right to take away someone's life? Well i must admit that all along i have always been an angry teenager , angry adult , wadever. IF i had the power to get rid of pple whom i dislike , i would gladfully do it. This tot has been lingering around in my mind for a long time and somehow it becomes the foundation of my motivation in doing certain tings. I am a hypocrite , i put on a mask in front of pple but behind the mask is an ugly me , a me who is so filled with hatred , perhaps noone can understand the insanity devouring me bit by bit.

I hope i can continue to speak to my new-yet-old blog more often

2008-02-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

2007-06-06T01:41:00.000+08:00

Todae i asked my mum 2 questions , " So how does one deem him or herself successful in life at this point in time ? " and " Can we really make full use of every minute of our lives to do something fulfilling ? " So i got the answers to my questions from my mum .

Answer by mummy #1 : You don't have to be rich or influential to consider urself successful in this life . If you were to be rich and influential one day , that would be veri gd as you would be seen as a successful person by our society . Well , a successful person must know what he wants in his life and work towards it.

My Stand : Damn ! I have only tot of being an air steward so far .. haha so does that make mi Diao4 E2 Lang2 Dang1 ? I seem to be a slacker , now i understand how Shujing felt when she told mi exactly the same ting of her being a slacker but nvm i will tell myself that as long as i don feel sad doing the tings i do then its ok ! I have owaes wanted to live my life the way i wan to , bt somehow i feel pressurized by peers and society.. Sigh.. Well but its ok i will keep my head up and keep on walking !

Answer by mummy #2: Aiya you so lazy whole dae slp eat play slp eat play how to make full use of ur time ?

My Stand : I was left speechless and luffed my way into the room where i laid my ass on the chair to engage in a hot 5v5 DOTA battle .. Buahaha

2007-05-31T15:13:00.001+08:00

Cute rite the expression on Kon when i hung him out with the undies to dry =D

2007-05-28T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hello all earthlings =D Its been like a century since i have las laid my fingers on my keyboard typing a blog entry ! Wadever ! In my entry now , i shall feature one of my advisors' greatestest achievements in her life , that is , her masterpiece was being displayed at Vivocity for the whole of las wk . I wonder was it the crying scene that had forced her lecturer to put it on display at Vivo or is it because she is really ZAI thats y her masterpiece was being displayed there .. hmm i guess it will owaes remain as a mystery to us ! ^^

Its ok met up with Mq , Fangy , Xinjia and doug at Vivo and headed to Sentosa Cafe Del Mar where we chilled out , laid on the bed and talked alot of C*** . I meet up with them almost like every wkend i nv fail to b entertained by ah bui's joke , and by Xinjia's presence becos she is owaes the joke and oso mi making a joke out of Fangy ^^ Well i shan't blog much but ya can take a look at the lovely pix we took !

2007-03-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i tink that i am weird , but i tend to find consolation whenever i look at my advisor . Here are the 6 tings that i find weird abt myself..

1) I carry my soft pillow around the house with me at all times becos i tend to let it rest on my lap when i sit down . Its a really weird habit , i am so used to having sth to put on my lap while i am sitting down that i had this bean bag to act as a substitute for my pillow . When i am outside of my house , if my fren has a bag i will borrow it frm him juz to place it on my lap . Really difficult habit to kick becos i bring my soft pillow to the dining table too when i have my meals at home and owaes get scolding from my mum who tinks that it is unhygienic!

2) At some points in life , i will feel veri happy and super contented with my life . During the other times when i don feel happy , i feel super uncontented with my life . My mood changes rapidly at times to the extent i feel that i have PMS . Sometimes i feel that i get agitated for no reason and get veri defensive , i wan to learn to be more magnanimous and be a better person !

3) Whenever i get attached , i owaes feel a sense of hesitation because i don noe how to differentiate b/w infatuation and liking a person . So in other words , i owaes question myself about whether or not i have done the right choice in choosing that "her" when i get into any relationships.

4) I am super pessimistic when it comes to certain issue like Relationships and Gambling . I believe that it's impossible to love a person wholeheartedly in one's life . Reason? Because God owaes gives us many chances to love pple so if one fails in a r/s , there is owaes another person to be loved . Gambling.. I don have any inspirations like MQ or Doug so i don really gamble , if i have 50 dollars , i will make full use of it to buy tings i like instead of gambling it for more $.

5) I am irrational most of the times . B/W looks and functions of a gadget , i will go for looks . Maybe i am superficial ? lol

6) I have owaes felt that gothic is a kind of art . I can see the beauty within certain tings that normal pple can't . I see slashed wrists , blood and piercings as a form of escape frm reality. In short , i tink i am rather sick at times .

2007-03-20T19:57:00.000+08:00

Todae i had a veri fun time doing my relief teaching in Gongshang Pri sch ! I was called in to do relief teaching for a PE teacher . The teacher is in charge of the Pri 1 and pri 2 classes so i had to put on PE teacher attire to go to sch haha i didnt really know wad i should wear becos my closet is filled with shirts but not those type of dri-fit polo tees which i can wear to do PE with . Anyways it was such a coincidence because i was telling my fren yesterdae how nice it would be if i could take on a PE teacher job for fun and this morning i was called up to stand in for the PE teacher ha ha ha ! So ok nvm i went to sch . My time table was like that , 1pm - 2pm : PE with 2/8 , 2 pm - 3 pm : PE with 2/3 , 3pm - 4pm : Rest , 4pm - 430pm : PE with 1/1 : 430pm to 530pm : ML with 2.1 and 2.4 , 530pm to 6pm : EL with 2.7. So i had two periods of PE with 2/8 first , and boy was it diastrous . I didn't warn them b4 i started my lesson and alot of them wrecked havoc during my lesson! Later on i knew that i had to warn them b4 i started my lesson with them and they became rather tamed le heng arr if not i would have died-ed ! Ok todae was veri interesting .. I brot them to run ard the field and u noe wad did one of the boys do while he was running behind me ? He kept pulling onto my shirt and my boxers was about to get exposed la *@#$*^@#**^ because i didnt wear belt so my pants was veri loose tt lil monster.. todae i had two casualties during my PE lesson sad arrr both of them fell down while i was leading them in the run and one of them had bruises on her hand ! Sorry abt it ! Other than that i guess they enjoyed my PE lesson because i allowed them to play with the sponge ball !! haha its veri fun and soft so even if it did hit a student , it will not cause any pain because its veri soft ! Here are some pix !

2007-03-12T17:40:00.000+08:00

-Pants heavily- I've realised that exercising seems to be a chore to me now ! Wad has happened to the fitter me =( I have just come back frm a run sigh and i feel that it mus be the recent glutton-like-eating and waking up late and the intake of cigarettes that have caused me to be at my present stage now =( Sometimes actually i wonder y do pple smoke when they noe that cigarettes have adverse effects on their health . Personally , i feel that it is because we have not reached the stage whereby we have lung cancer or any smoking-related diseases thats y we are not afraid of smoking now ! But some people smoke because they feel down , in actual fact smoking doesnt make u feel any better . Most of the times it juz gives u bad breath frm wad i have observed . Here is a pwetty picture of one side of the lung of a smoker =D Cigarettes anyone? Guess i have to exercise more , i hope to regain my sporty-self when i enter NUS so that i can take part in more sports activities held by the hall so that i can noe more pple ( which is actually a disguise for my wanting to xian more gals =D ) Weet ! I have not smoked for 9 daes le , all my smoking buddies are either quitting becos of their gf or juz becos they wan to quit so i have noone to pei wo le so i tink maybe this is a sign that we should all be healthy and stop smoking and exercise more ! Mq , i tink if u wan to dance as gd as rain u have to start training up first . He skips 2000 times a dae to maintain his washboard abs so u better do the same ! Btw i am free for this wk ! I am having March holidaes too , So i guess the most free person would be mQ so it ink i will jio him out . The rest of you , whoever wants to watch the Rain show can jio mi go =D

2007-03-06T16:04:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone ! I noe all of you miss me veri much Esp pple like mQ ! I noe it don need to make it so obvious.. Recently i have not been taking quality pix to display it over here on my blog but if i were to take pix i would definitely wan to take pix of the happenings in sch which made me luff ! Seriously , sch has been rather interesting for me recently ! Reason ? One of my beloved student frm 4.2 came up to me yesterdae with a letter . The contents? The letter started with " Mr Lim , Mr Ong ( their Eng teacher ) used the F word on one of my classmates and he called one of my classmates' mother useless ! Our whole class hates him .. " Seriously when i read the letter i almost burst out into luffter becos the tone that she used to write the letter was veri amusing ! Ok so i had to refer the issue to their form teacher becos the situation might get out of hand and it might be brought up to the VP ! Well , one ting that i detest and dread about stepping into sch is when i am assigned to go to classes whereby i have soft spots for the students there -sighs its like i wan to scold them but i juz cannot bring myself to do tt ! Sad ! I was bullied by the students in Pri 3.8 ! Sigh i tink i muz be more like a devil like Shobana Cheong one dae and call their parents and make them stay back for recess ! Or else i will lead a v sad life in the sch ! Seriously i feel remorseful about being veri wilful towards the teachers who had appeared in my life during my stay in Primary School , Secondary School and JC !! I tink it muz b karma that i am suffering under these monsters becos i was like them in the past ! SOB !

2007-02-24T17:38:00.000+08:00

Check this out =D I bet lily will love this veri much ! Its kewl ! Sexy i am awaiting ur entry into the IPOD VIDEO CLUB ! =D~~

Not much happenings recently , met up with Xj , Bear and Doug yesterdae . I feel that i had not seen doug for a veri long time so i had decided to meet up with Mq and him to have our dinner at blk 85 first . Talked alot of crap with the both of them veri farnie ! Later on we drove to Siglap Mac's where we camped there till Xinjia arrived and entertained us by letting mi sow discord b/w doug and her weet ! I feel i am veri talented in sowing discord =D Rite mQ? i noe that as u r reading this entry u r cursing mi oh well ! Perhaps wad Xinjia said yesterdae was veri true " We have expectations of everyone , when he/she doesnt behave the way that we want them to , we will develop a bad impression of them " I guess Mq , Doug and Xinjia noe who i am referring to so its ok i will not dig further into the issue . I believe that IGNORANCE IS BLISS and its really true . Can close one eye then close , if you can close both eyes , its even better ! Mq i owaes have the tendency to luff alot so u better not poke fun at mi when i luff again nex time u B****!

2007-02-17T11:29:00.000+08:00

CNY is coming !! Its oni one dae away ! Red Packets ! Gambling ! =DDDD Well , i am glad i had spent a fruitful day over at Gongshang Primary School yesterdae because i went specially to school just to soak in the CNY atmosphere with the kids ! Armed with my digicam , i walked around the sch taking pix of everyting ! All my favourite kids ! I had taken up to like 100 pix yesterday while i was in school so i brot a fully-charged digicam along and came home with an empty-batt digicam . I love my digicam whenever i capture happy moments with it ! Happy !

Crowded Bball court #1 !

Crowded Bball court #2!
My friend Fabian and me =D Look at the difference in the size of the desk when i was doing my first job and my current job.
Classic picture of what happens when the whole class fails to keep quiet while lining up
Thats me as the main star in the picture above =DMy 4/6 fan club lol3 veri notti boys4 Good friendsMy official fan club =D Best Friends #1=DBest Friends #2Best friends #3Best Friends #4
Ariel , My love =DBest Friends #5Calligraphy lessons Pri 3Daniel , the boy whom i sent to Discipline master , and me =DChomae , with the CNY card she gave me =DLast but not least , an informal class pix with 4/2 ! All the kids love to flatten my hair =(

2007-02-14T15:33:00.000+08:00

Woot ! Todae is Valentine Day! And i am sitting at home having no plans to go out again ! For the past 2 daes i had been staying at hm becos i dint go to work , was supposed to go to work on Monday but it seemed like there was another extra teacher in the sch so they had decided to employ him instead ! Yesterdae and todae i rejected two calls to do the afternoon shift which means i have to go to either the pri 1s or 2s classes , i have not been to a pri 1 or pri 2 class b4 and i wonder how well ( or bad ) they actually behave but i guess i will actually take up one of the jobs one dae juz to see how they behave and hopefully they behave better than the upper pri! Well , i muz say that i have been a filial son these daes as i accompanied my mum to do her new yr shopping and carried all the stuff for her becos she went to buy several pots of those miniature orange trees to give to my dad's clients so i went with her to purchase all those plants ! Came across Cherry Blossoms for sale today , the plants are actually veri expensive ! I believe those who have no luck in getting a bf or gf can actually invest in one of such pots of plant and perhaps ur luck in ur love life will improve ! =D Xinjia and Kevin can try investing in one of such plants ! It costs a whopping $168 for just a small pot ! Instead of going out todae i actually stayed at home to pack "Wang Wangs" and those cute lil golden chocolate coins into packets becos i intend to give out to a few classes when i go to sch tml ! I hope they will be happy upon receiving all these small stuff ! Yesterday i came across this newspaper article about a debate over high CPF contributions causing lower-income workers to be unable to bring home a substantial amount to provide for their families and i must agree that CPF is really bad for undergrads like me who are saving up for University . I had received my Salary statement yesterdae oni to noe that i had $65 deducted from my pay for las mth's CPF contribution ! My pay was so low las mth alreadi $325 dollars for 5 daes and they still had to deduct $65 from it ! and the final amount became a miserable $260 . at the rate my pay is being deducted i believe it makes it more difficult for me to part with my money for an IPOD VIDEO and a CRUMPLER BAG ! - Sigh

2007-02-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

I have just realised that i have not blogged for like two wks alreadi ! Todae is the 12th of Feb and 2 more daes it is gona b Valentine's Day ! I muz say that i have nv spent a decent Valentine's day with my gf b4 and thats a kinda sad ting u see becos i tend to break up with them b4 or after Valentine's day so no Valentine's day date for me ! Sob ! Anyway i am on the route to recovery frm my cough alreadi , it is much better alreadi compared to what i was like las wk , practically coughing my lungs out sia i tink it muz be the overdose of ciggies or sth man i tink i should really stop man or else i will die of like lung cancer or sth soon i feel so weak now compared to las time -sighx ok lesser of such sad tings now i will post random pix which i snapped with my lovely digicam so far
Thats Mr Bear a.k.a Bui kia for you with him showing some spastic hand action while we were having our lunch at BK's Bugis !
Him showing off his DJ-ing skills but apparently he failed the first stage so his $1 was gone at his first attempt =D

See ! I am a certified gold card owner of Timezone =D I have spent like $120 dollars at the Parkway Parade arcade alreadi which entitles mi to a gold card ! Tsk tsk i need to spend $880 to become a ultimate platinum card holder ! zai rite i tink most of you begin to tink tt i am veri rich now becos of the amount i spent in the arcade ! but i am veri poor in fact ! i have to beg steal borrow to buy an ipod video and crumpler bag =(My mum dug out some pix in the noon and lookie ! I was so fat in the past (2nd pix) actually i used to b in the TAF Club when i was in Pri sch but for some reason i shot up to a height of like 176 when i went to Secondary one so i lost alot of weight and soon became underweight when i entered secondary school .. hmm but its a gd ting after all i guess or else i would join MQ in the TAF club in sec sch back then ! =XLast but not least , a gift frm Julia's family ! Pineapple tarts ! Sweet ! Thanks alot ! I intend to buy Ba Gua for them when i go to their house on fridae !

2007-01-31T18:34:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. As i am blogging this entry now , i have this tissue stuffed inside my two nostrils to prevent the mucus from flowing out . Reason? I am suffering from a slight fever i guess , i wonder which evil student that i scolded had cursed mi to be suffering from fever ! Feeling kinda stressed recently too .. There is this class whose Sci/Eng/Maths teacher had gone for her maternity leave for like 2 mths and i am now the In-Charge of the class till she comes back ! It's like suddenly this huge responsibility came falling onto my head and the worse ting was i couldn't reject it man with all the teachers encouraging mi to give it a try and all those ! So yes i am now formally in charge of 2 Pri 4 classes , 4/2 and 4/6 tsk tsk and i have lessons with them at the Sci Lab tomorrow ! Gawd ! I have not decided on the experiments which i am gonna ask them to do yet ! Been so caught up in teaching in the Pri school recently there seems to be something which worries me everydae especially on tuition days where i have to plan what to let Julia do for her lesson tsktsk ! Just to update all of you what i have been doing in sch , i sent two boys down to meet the discipline master abt 3 daes ago because one of them took a water bottle and smacked the other boy on his mouth and his lips were bleeding so in order to keep my A** out of trouble i had decided to bring the both of them down to meet the DM instead of keeping mum about the issue in case the parents complain . I retained a whole class back for recess because they failed to comply with the rules in the classroom when they made alot of noise while i was around in the classroom so i didnt care that much and conducted a mass punishment to all of them ! Buahahahaha ! I have the power to kill !! Kill !! Its like i realise that its impossible not to punish the class one sia , once u step into the class u muz start to screw screw screw the notti ones that dae i made them stood up for like more than a period becos most of them were getting on my nerves alreadi . I cannot help tinking that it is my retribution for being rebellious towards my Pri Sch teacher in the past ! Sorry Mrs Ang ! Sorry Bao Lao Shi ! Sorry Mrs Ong ! I finally realise that i was veri notti during ur lessons in the past rebuking most of the tings that u said , I hope that u all would be able to receive my apologies !

2007-01-19T15:09:00.000+08:00

Weeet ! Its time to update my blog again before i really declare myself as a dead blogger tsk tsk but it has been a tiring wk for mi as i went to sch for like five daes straight and went to different classes everydae ! But i feel happy doing my present job like wad i told Christine , I feel like an Ouxiang in school sia with my own all-girls fan club ! =D My fan club comprises of Joelle , Jesslyn , Natasha , Hui Shan , Zhi Yan , Nikki and Xin Ler ! I brought my primary 4 class down for art lesson at the canteen today becos the title for their drawing was " Ideal School Canteen" so alot of them complained that they didnt noe how to draw the canteen so a few of them suggested to me that i could bring them down to the canteen and do their drawing on the benches there so i actually brot 39 of them down to the canteen to draw lol ! Veri fun ! then the primary 3 recess started at 930am and my fan club came to look for mi and yelled " Mr Lim ! Mr Lim ! Mr Lim ! " Couldnt stop smiling at them la so cute they came to tok to me for awhile and then ran off to somewhere . I resolved a conflict todae b/w two pri 4 kids man , one of them tore the other one's drawing because he refused to lend the eraser to him -_-" So as a teacher i had to reprimand the both of them lol ! " You two are classmates , muz learn to share ur tings with one another ! " " The nex time i see such conflicts happening in the class i will not hesitate to report it to ur form teacher ! " Couple of minutes later , my fan club ran back to look for mi again and handed mi sth in their hands . =D Guess wad they gave me ?
So cute !Those are actually stickers with a small rubber toy in it lol ! I couldnt stop smiling at the sight of all these stuff la ! haha so cute so cute so cute ! I plan to buy sweets for my favourite 4.8 , 3.5 and 3.8 class when Chinese New Year comes =D I love those kids !

2007-01-13T12:39:00.000+08:00

Finally i have the time to actually sit down on my comfy chair and blog ! I had completed my FTT at Comfort Driving Centre and i managed to pass my FTT =D My TP test date will be somewhere in the first wk of Jun ! I wan to pass the test so that i am able to drive before i go to UNI ! Ai Zai ! Been veri busy recently as i had to go to Gongshang Pri Sch for like a few daes in the row and on top of tt i have to stay back in sch most of the time to mark the Pri 5 and Pri 3 Mathematics Workbook ! I had to give them work to do in class and oso had to mark them after they had completed their work ! Tsktsk I guess thats the dull part of being a teacher u have like infinite workbooks to mark everydae ! And when they get full marks for their individual assignments i have to paste one of those little happy face stickers at the end of the worksheet to tell them they have a perfect score for tt worksheet ! Nostalgic isnt it =D
I guess i have to buck up in being more fierce and firm when i am in the classrm or else the students would tink that i am a kind teacher (Actually i am kind =D ) and they can do anyting they wan in my class ! Sad case man.. but nvm like wad i said earlier on b4 i started this job , if i do it well , i would gain alot of useful skills and experience frm it ! I should try to stop smiling in class as often as i used to becos it is unprofessional to do so and the students climb on top of my head everytime i put on a smile truout the lessons . - Sighx
However i managed to attract Xiao Mei Meis to write letters to me with their names , email add and home number on the papers =D I added two of them on MSN lol and apparently one of them msg-ed me yesterdae but i was fast aslp and couldnt reply her haha well i guess i should behave more like a teacher the following wk ! =D Here are some pictures of the letters !

2007-01-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

Todae is a bad dae for me , i felt veri stressful truout my stay in school while conducting lessons =(
First , becos i am a super nice guy and i don't really scold students even if they misbehave , they take advantage of me and make alot of noise even when i'm in the class !
Second , It is v difficult to gather their attention (imagine there were 38 of them) becos some students think that ur lessons are boring and refuse to listen !
Third , I scolded a student eventually and asked him to stand at the back of the class because i was looking for volunteers to write answers on the whiteboard and he ended up writing this word " Garbage " on the whiteboard so i had to screw him ! Eventually he cried because the other student mocked at him for being punished by me -_-"
Fourth , Teaching is a veri difficult job ! Other than having patience , one muz noe how to entertain the kids and oso get them to learn !
Fifth , I am still clueless when it comes to solving certain conflicts b/w the students .. For eg " Teacher , he made fun of my name " " Teacher , he took my eraser " " Teacher , he threw his eraser at me " " Teacher , XXX placed the scissors which i lent him back on my table but it is gone ! " " Teacher , he pushed the table at me "

Sob Sob , the only console i get is frm the gals =D It seems i do have some affinity with the female gender more than the male lol tsk tsk They like to talk to me for some reason buahahhahaha but too bad they are so young

2007-01-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthdae To Qin Yuan ! U r 21 Yrs old alreadi ! Can watch R(A) Shows with Fangy alreadi !Fangy ! We Love you too ! ( Love inclusive of the Dustbin too ! ) Lets watch adult film when i turn 21 !

2007-01-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

In case some of you are wondering wads happening to my blog and the reason for my MIA status in the blogging world I muz say I'm too caught up in my own affairs that i dint have time to blog =D Been busy plannin this and that , studying this and that , driving here and there etc etc I'm glad that the yr 2007 has arrived becos that means that Chi New Yr is coming and it oso means i am going to b rich ! ( For a short while ) and i get to meet up with my pals to gamble ! Yay ! I love to Gamble ! Tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk ! Valentine's Day is nex mth... It means many pple are walking in pairs on the streets together ! Arr !! Las yr i told Yee they all that i wont b spending the following yr's V'Dae with them and that i will detach frm their bachelor's Gathering ! But we nv noe this yr i will b spending it with hu man , it might b Julia =D But then again i don't mind bringing Charles and Julia out together for this yr's V'dae ! Happy happy ! I love both of them ! =D I hope to start work soon ! This month i had spent almost to a k alreadi feeling damn broke now Gongshang Pri Sch !! Better have teachers falling sick so that i can b called to relieve u all =D This is my gift for 2006 Christmas frm Julia... Aww it really melted my heart when i opened the gift cos i tot of giving a musical box to my prospective gf but she gave it to me first so i v happy ! =D Julia I love u !

2006-12-24T12:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae was a most heart-warming and fun day for Lily and Me cos we visited our Kid's house to pass them presents and oso a log cake to spend their Christmas eating =D Julia Julia Julia~~!Julia , All the best for ur upcoming Music Exam At NUS ar I do hope u will pass the audition and be able to continue ur studies in Singapore with Charles ! If nt he v poor ting ar alone .
Thats Lily's Kid Charles for u ! He was super tired so he slept tru the whole afternoon yest after having alot of fun at his fren's house !Lovely mum of theirs cooked dinner for us .. Sweet ! =D

2006-12-22T17:47:00.000+08:00

Christmas is approaching.. Recently nv blog much cos i feel theres not much happenings recently in my life arrr Its tuition tuition tuition driving driving driving meeting mq lim lim lim kopi kopi kopi eat muddy mud balls etc etc the weekly routine is veri rigid and nv seems to budge a bit .. Well but its enjoyable though compared to the prev waking up at 715am and getting dressed up in my No.4 Uniform and reporting to work bla bla ORD LO =D Its been raining cats and dogs and the sound of the wind often sends chills down my spines becos i alreadi closed the window but the wind seems so bent on tearing down the window panes thus causing fear to b instilled in me esp late at night when i am watching Prison Break =( Supp to b heading down to My Kid's house to gib her a surprise with the lovely present i bot for her together with Lily but apparently they are not at hm so too bad arrr hope later can go to their house when they are at hm =D

According to mQ's blog .. Resolutions for the new yr... I guess I want to pursue my interest and take an extra step in my job to reach out to my students. Other than that I hope i will be able to get involved in community work together with mQ when we are done with our schedule planning leaving a space to serve the community and reaching out to those children who are financially-deficient . Well.. I hope i become clearer of my goals as the new yr approaches and I do hope i can fulfil most of the wants that I have in the new yr... I oso hope tt everyone ard me stays happy and oso be able to identify their goals and not simply walk along a route which is dreary and thus blurring their senses and thoughts =D

2006-12-16T17:22:00.000+08:00

Todae is my Official Ord Day frm the First job in my life =D Despite the fact that i've been doing the registration work for Examination candidates only for the 23 daes of work , i've learnt alot of human-to-human relations like how to b more confident when speaking to pple who are enquiring details frm me . Heres some pix =) Heres a pix of my Client and me =D I was abt to bring the cake in when he suggested taking pix with mi outside with me sitting on the chair at my "desk"(but in actual fact the desk was juz a foldable wooden table)
A picture of us in the examination room =D My client Mr Coker is a professional musician la he was playing some Beethoven music after the whole examination ended ar . I am a Poser =D Karl , my colleague who took gd care of me and oso enlightened mi abt LIFE as a whole . He claimed that its easy for a person to say that he has the will to live on but LIFE isnt that easy , it takes alot of time to adapt to certain environments where the conditions are unfavourable . A positive mentality will be able to mould ur character and mind thus causing it to be stronger . I muz say that despite i am a teacher to Julia , but i myself am a student in this course of life . There are so many tings which i muz learn in order to mould my character and tolerance lvl so thx Karl for ur valuable lessons in life that u shared with me !The working staff . The oni person in the office that is less than 10 yrs older than me =D

Well with the completion of this job i am gona have like 2 wks break b4 i start receiving calls frm Gongshang Pri Sch to call mi in to provide relief teaching to the students in the class when their teachers fall sick or wad man . Now i can concentrate on those activities which i din't have time to do in the past due to my work ! And i can oso plan better lessons for Ji Eun ! Weet ! I am free everyoen can start asking mi out ! =D

2006-12-13T01:45:00.000+08:00

Bye bye Paragon , todae is the las dae i work inside u . After todae i will spend my las 4 daes of work in Millenia Walk . I will miss those lonely times during lunch break wandering ard eating ice cream and oso Delifrance .

2006-12-03T02:07:00.000+08:00

I am lazy to type much at this time of the night , so i shall let the pics speak for wad i did for the whole Sat =D A new member is recruited into the Earhole Club ! Kah Woon !
Mq went marketing at Sitex in the noon with his lovely trolley that came along with the printer he purchased tsk tsk !That's Kahwoon with his new piercing for u ! Thats Qy with his ring !Thats me with my bling2 !Thats the finale for the dae =)

2006-12-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

My daes of working has turned interesting for approximately 3 daes when I had to follow my examiner to Gongshang Pri Sch to help him do registration for the kids' music exams . Check out the sch Check out these kewl pets which i found in the garden kept inside the cages =)

Theres Pixie the white rabbit.
Theres Chocolate the white-darkbrown rabbit.

Theres oso Whitey the twin-brother/sister of Pixie frm the first pix above.

Theres Brownie too =) i tink that the gardener that named these rabbits loves Chocolate-Brownies hence the names for the both of these lovely rabbits .
Theres Angel too . Heh this one i don noe y is called Angel maybe becos he is v guai and doesnt sh*t ard like the other rabbits do hence Angel .

Really cute man these rabbits i tink if my rabbit moves in with them he would b called Grey-ey since hes grey in colour but he has a name similar to that of a Casanova , Valentino . =D I wonder y theres whitey & brownie but theres no blackie? lol if u get the drift =P

I made a new fren whilst doing my job , shes a piano teacher to the kids frm the sch . Cheers to the frenship !

2006-11-28T20:16:00.000+08:00

Heres a sneak preview of wad my "workplace" looks like . In case many of u are wondering where i sit everydae. Despite the fact it being a folding table , its veri LARGE ! Look at the table , its enuf to contain my story book and my pencil case together with some other papers . Seriously i realise after i started working theres really lesser tings to blog abt alreadi =( Everydae i do the same ting , report to work and get my ass on the chair and start greeting the pple that comes up to me with a smile on my face repeating the same ting at least ten times a dae " Hi , are u here for the examinations? " -_- So after i register them i begin to indulge in my Novel . That is the oni ting that keeps mi entertained with its steamy sexual contents at certain parts of the novel tsk tsk ! Other than tt i wok ard the place like some wandering spirit . But i guess working kinda sux at times man but we need the dough to keep on moving in life ! Without the dough , where is the ipod , digicam and kewl handphones ! tsk tsk ! Tml is my 2nd practical lesson.. Everyone wish mi luck ! I made my Instructor dulan yesterdae due to my excess occurence of engine stall-ing ! Sian ! At traffic light i release my clutch fully without shifting to Neutral Gear tmd really damn pek cik sia i do till but nvm tml will b a better dae (and lesson for me) ! I wanna get my freaking license b4 i actually step into Uni so that perhaps i can transport all my stuff myself using the pick-up to my hall ! And i can sneak out at nite buahahah okies i tink i shall end this here slurpp i will update again as soon i get some new juicy news !

2006-11-24T11:56:00.000+08:00

Its kinda weird but notice the change in mentality over the years...

When I was younger .. I wish I could turn back time juz to salvage a failing R/S .

At my present stage .. I wish I could turn back time to learn more skills in music and sports.

Perhaps when I grow much older .. I would hope for a reverse in time so that I can earn more money in order to pay the down-payment for my automobile or house.

2006-11-23T20:30:00.000+08:00

I realise that working is really quite sian actually haha and i actually compared working outside to working in the army ! God ! Wad was i tinking ? I don get charged or get extras as freebies when i work outside but i get hm at ard the same time every which is 7+ pm tsk tsk ! I get to dress up nicely go work outside wherelse i have to wear the same green uniform to camp everydae ! And the pay is much more higher ! When i start to work i realise that i have to work for mother long to buy the stuff that i own now ! And definitely work more to buy the stuff i am preparing to own ! Anyone nice enuf to buy mi a Krumpler Bag which costs $189 for a christmas prezzie? =D Realized that this mth i have to put aside money to buy > $150 worth of stuff frm topman in order to obtain their exclusive membership card ! Tsk ! then combo together with the Krumpler bag i tio pawned alreadi ! -sigh Looking at my digicam , mus work 11 daes to buy . My hp , 24 daes . Mp3 , 20 daes . Tmd so i muz work freaking long to buy all those i mentioned above ! Muz feel lucky to have owned these b4 hand.. And i have to work one hour in order to drink a cup of my fav beverage frm Starbucks or Coffeebean ! Tsk !! Working sure sux man when u have a never-ending-but-owaes-increasing wishlist ! Anyone wanna intro mi to a sugar mummy or sth ? I looking for one , pls advertise for me my beloved blog readers !
Nevertheless I really pray for our dearest Lee Lily to enjoy her coming bdae !

2006-11-17T04:54:00.000+08:00

Tsk tsk ! Its again like 4.20am and i juz woke up frm my slp .. don noe y quite screwed up sia my body clock i fell aslp at ard 10pm yest.. super tired sia tsk tsk my first dae at work . Yesterdae was my first dae at work so i shall try to describe as detailed as possible wad happen so that u all can picture wad was happening . Reported at like 830am yest and realised that i was super early la i one of the earliest to reach Millenia Walk laio then alot of shops still nv open . Took a walk ard and wasted time till 910am which i went up to my workplace Kawai Music . Later on my colleague brot mi to Pan Pac to find my invigilitator . When i first caught a glimpse of him , i found that he resembles someone... U noe the Colonel frm KFC? Minus the white hair and replace it with grey and maybe add in a white tux together with a walking stick and he looks like ! But too bad hes not or else i would get like a chicky meal or zinger meal everydae for my lunch ^^

My work starts at 10am everydae till ard 6pm . My job is to register any candidates who come along so that they can take their music exams . The musical instruments range frm Piano all the way to Violin.. there is oso Singing man . I bet my job rocks for pple who love kids alot cos ard 95% of the candidates are v v v young ! I first time see IC no. start with "S99xxxxxA" not i making a big fuss or wad but its really amazing ! Imagine a 13 yr old kid taking his grade 8 piano exam alreadi so smart man ! So my job is to usher them in one by one consecutively after each other so i wok ard alot and copy down lots of NRIC no. every hr . Nt a veri difficult job but it sure cultivates my patience when i wait for like majority of the time .

I don really have a special liking for kids honestly but looking at them makes mi smile . Witness anxious parents bringing their kids to take their exams . The cliche " Don panic , the invigilator is a v nice guy " and " Try ur best " were wad i heard truout my waiting time together with the kids . Its been a long time since my mum pei mi go down to take exams or wad alreadi and i believe u all feel the same too .. I guess now its like when my mum fusses over me i would get like quite sian oso frm the nagging but tink abt the past when we were so young.. whenever they fussed over us we would owaes listen to them no matter wad .

A cute boy todae b4 he went into the rm he was sitting together with me waiting for his turn . I notice his eyes were glued onto the "Mentos" which i had on my table . I looked at him and decided to ask him whether he wans it anot and he began nodding his head with a cheeky smile lol ! V cute ! haha so i decided to spare him out of his misery fully understanding tt mentality of his and offered him my mentos b4 he went in to take his exam.. I hope the sweet didn't drop out of his mouth while he was speaking to the invigilator !

Todae i coulda cam-whored ard if I wasn't working working i guess can take alot of photos with the kids.. haha maybe i understand y mQ is such a GAY PAEDOPHILE now that i am placed in an environment surrounded with kids .

I got so freaking bored and doodled all dae long while waiting . Evidence.

2006-11-16T04:59:00.000+08:00

Its like 4.52am now and i juz woke up not long ago . Kinda anticipating for 8am to come whereby i'll be heading down to Millenia Walk for my first dae of work . Finallyyyy i am doing sth productive rather than playing DOTA and going out tsk tsk ! been like a wk plus since i ORD-ed , kinda lost touch with the feeling of going to office but i guess its gd that i've lost touch with it since i have to walk a freaking long distance inside my camp to reach my office tsk tsk . I hope i meet a nice invigilator to partner with later or else my daes of working are screwed =( I have to follow him ard to several places ard Singapore sia which i went to two of them yesterdae . Namely Far East Shopping Centre and Paragon where i have to look out for the two shops inside . Actually i went alone yesterdae but ended up meeting Kah Woon who travelled down frm Raffles City to meet me since he juz finished his Job Interview . Went down to Cineleisure with him to play DOTA and Counterstrike: Source lol super no life sia but wad to do DOTA is fun ! Especially when playing with frens.. After tt met up with Tk together with Kah Woon and had dinner at Thai Express Cityhall.. I guess it was a fruitful dae afterall No doubt i would have lesser of such outings after i start work but o well ~ Would turn broke if i go for such outings without working so perhaps its not a bad ting to start working now.

2006-11-15T01:46:00.000+08:00

Dear Mum , Sometimes I wish i turn out to be juz wad u expect mi to be . No late night outings and such . It saddens me to see u upset over the fact that i enjoy going out alot at nite . Sorry..

2006-11-11T07:06:00.000+08:00

Sexy love
Girl the things you do
Keep me sprung
Keep me runnin' back to you
Oh I love making love to you
Baby girl you know you're my
Sexy love

I'm so addicted to her
She's the sweetest drug
Just enough is still to much
Say that I'm sick and I'm sprung
All of the above
I can't help she makes me say

And I just can't think
Of anything else I'd rather do
Than to hear you sing
Sing my name the way you do

2006-11-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae was the most memorable dae for mi ! Its the first time i stepped out of Singapore since the dae i enlisted into army ! Yep ! Went to JB together with Woon2 and Jeremy . Met up with him at Bedok MRT station to take a ride down to Bugis to meet Woon since we supposed to take an express bus frm there to JB ar . so i took pix of Jem and myself in the midst of making our way down to Bugis =D
A most shocking ting took place when we met Woon2 at Bugis MRT . This biatch told us that he forgot to bring his passport . I went like " oiii don play le la serious " he replied " I rushed out of the house and brot everyting except my passport and malaysia ringgit ! " this fatty woon he the organiser yet he forgot to bring the most impt stuff ! So he put up a act kelian face to gain our sympathy towards him . )!#%(^#!(^#(! but nvm being the kind souls that jem and me have owaes been , we took a cab down together with him back to KEMBAGAN from BUGIS and back to BUGIS again !

Ok so we finally arrived back at Bugis after the cab ride back to Kembagan alreadi heh heh heh wasnt tt bad actually since i caught a glimpse of how Woon2 house looks like cos i nv been to his house b4 .

This is a picture of how the coach looked like on the inside v shuang actually it costs 2.40 sing dollar nia to bring u frm BUGIS to the JB checkpoint .

Finally reached the place within like 30 min which seemed so short cos we cam whored ard and lamed ard on the coach buahaha . We did the usual stuff at the customs and later on finally reached JB ! So Woon2 suggested saving abit of $ and we walked frm the customs to one of the shopping centre called CITY SQUARE dint take much pictures cos i was told by Woon2 not to behave like a tourist heh heh so i took one shot niaWe did not hesitate any longer and proceeded to look for nice places to have our lunch at so we settled down at one of the Japanese Ramen restaurant there We were all famished so we quickly sat on our tables and started browsing tru the menu to look for nice food -slurp Here are some pix

Later on proceeded to shop ard in City Square after lunch . We watched a movie over there for oni 6 Ringgit ! Students price and Woon2 was the one who went to purchase the tickets haha he looks like student i guess ( immatured ) thats y he got the discount for us ! The show we watched " The Departed " True enuf as i was watching i soon departed to dreamland ! buahaha freaking chim la the show tmd tok tok tok till i oso went to slp zzz.

After the movie we went to this place called Holidae Plaza and went to the salon over there to get my hair done up and oso to enquire for Woon2 his hair straightening stuff .

Thats me in the towel wrapped ard my head and Woon2 having his hair clipped so that the hairdresser can like do the straightening for his fringe ! Turns out not bad ar Woon2 his straight fringe i tink he really should go Rebonding !

After that we took a cab down to this big horse market ar Da Ma sth sth ar and had our dinner there . We had zi char and had 4 dishes + 3 v big jugs of sugar cane !

After dinner we proceeded back to Singapore once again . When we stepped into Singapore later on then we realised how much we all ("v") Singapore as a clean and green and safe country ! =)

Hope to go on such an exciting trip again together with my beloved frens !

2006-11-07T01:43:00.000+08:00

In Commemoration of the living legend , Rockman Lam .

2006-11-07T00:42:00.000+08:00

My beloved pink Fren , Since the dae i surrendered you to them did i realise ur importance . Without you , it means no freedom . The days without you were horrible , i suffered alot of insult and humiliation frm the rest who received their pink fren frm the evil clutches much earlier than me . Nevertheless , ur presence is appreciated as u finally come back to where u originated from , my wallet . I believe ur other frens such as POSB Card , Mandarin Gardens gate pass and also the dollar notes welcome you with arms wide open . They miss you as much as i did . Now that u r back here with me , i will make sure u lead a happy life together with the rest of ur frens and not let u fall into evil clutches again . Once again i repeat that phrase which glorifies ur existence in my wallet... ORDDDD LO !!! =D

Sad , someone stopped me at my guard house today . He claimed that i do not belong to that camp anymore... but i guess its true... GOOD THINGS DON'T LAST afterall . I juz had to flash u rite in his face and showed him tt face , he juz wouldnt stop making mi feel sad . He knew i was touched to tears at the sight of u but he was too insensitive to my feelings . Sigh my pink fren i hope u stay with me all my life =)

2006-11-03T06:15:00.000+08:00

A big SORRY to those whom i did not reply on SMS or MSN juz now ( mQ , Ah Yee and a few others ) Its freaking 6.10am now and i juz woke up at like 6am ? Fell aslp at like 8pm yest all the way till 6am todae . Reason? Ton up the whole nite watching Er Zhuo Ju Zhi Wen , a taiwan love comedy serial show =D Been a long time since i could waste the whole dae watching such shows ar but its really swt... The guy v shuai and the ger v cute in the show man haha They two v cute and sweet... but -snap lets get out of reality it will nv b lidat =( Todae is Fridae alreadi ORD LO ! A big congrats to mQ who is getting his freaking IC todae while limbei still gotta go ard collecting signature for IC cos i was too lazy to do it earlier thats y have to do tsk tsk but ok la feeling like a civilian when i go to camp now cos i wear my bling blings to camp and my officer summore complimented mi say its nice =D Later going back to camp have to do a couple of stuff , treat my frens eat ORD meal type ORD email etc etc so got a couple of work to do ar haha but fuck it !! ORD LO !! Waited for like so long till this freaking dae finally arriving sia feelin like 感慨万端 mixed feelings ar . Owe my Mdm Chong Banana Roti Prata as promised since she wont b in camp todae =D I will wear my most shuai clothes on Mondae to camp to collect my IC buahaha i am so vain.. But i'm loving it =D Guess i will end this entry here i feel like i got alot of tings to do lidat ! Tsk tsk ! Going to continue watch my Er Zhuo Ju Zhi Wen ! Feels fresh to wake up at 6am in the morning and blogging down this entry ! O-R-DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD LOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-30T18:42:00.000+08:00

"Emo" is the new word that is trendy amongst my grp nowadaes , And i am the symbol for "Emo" which means emotional . Being Emo means one is down with emotions of all sorts , such as happiness , sadness or anger . Normally one is down with sadness la cos tink too much like me . Perhaps i too free now nth on my hands that y tink too much then in turn become emo-fied . Lol i keep tinking abt certain issues which are bothering me at times , sometimes there is this truth in certain issues but we being optimistic human beings at times try to avoid it or realising it . But when it causes too much of a prob its time one sits down and revise his/her tots abt certain issues . Sigh i wish i could tink lesser at times too but being the rather pessimistic person that i am currently turning into i can't help tinking abt tings at times . This is kinda like a random post so i shall end it here . Appreciate every single little thing ard u , u nv noe when its gone =)

2006-10-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae was a most happening dae for ! Been out of the house since like 830am and went to NUS for my early matriculation tok . Hmm.. practically its early enrolment for the uni course . Instead of the usual Aug date we can now enrol into the Uni in May but we have to study twice as hard frm there in order to grad a semester earlier tsk tsk i opt not to go in early buahaha lazy la tmd muz study so hard summore i tink i juz go normal de can alreadi which means Aug . After the tok went to find Fangy in her hostel and i went into her hostel rm only to find out that she was lazing ard on her bed ! Thats Fangy collecting her clothes which she placed outside her hostel room to dry . wad a great prospective housewife perhaps all gers who go uni hostel stay on their own alreadi have prep training to b housewives !
After lazing ard on her bed and me hanging around in her little hostel room , we went out to have our lunch at PS . We had Swensons . Thats Fangy and me for u ! We are Ai Yan !
After having our lunch at Swensons we proceeded to TCC , The Coffee Connousieur ( if i nv spell rong ) and had coffee and cake there ! Really v shuang la whole dae been eating such expensive and nice food lol so below are some pictures tt we have taken Met up with Plyn & mQ as we made our way down to Teo Heng Karaoke At Katong Shopping centre to meet them for our 4 pm k-session tsk tsk and then i took a couple of photos again since my hobby is taking pix with pple and if poss chiou zhaos of pple like mQ , Fangy and Xinjia buahahaha ! We love to "Ai Yan" Presenting to u the pictures of yesterdae !
Enjoyed our dinner at HK Cafe along Telok Kurau there where i took their photos ha ha ha ! Share with u all the two nicest looking yummy food and drink pix that i've captured on my cam .After having our supper at Simpang Bedok , Xinjia sent all of us hm Thx ah lian once again ! Love them to bits , Pearlyn , Fangy , Xinjia and Bui kia mQ ! Hope it'll owaes remain this way .

2006-10-29T17:13:00.000+08:00

Thats Fangy collecting her clothes which she placed outside her hostel room to dry . wad a great prospective housewife perhaps all gers who go uni hostel stay on their own alreadi have prep training to b housewives !

After lazing ard on her bed and me hanging around in her little hostel room , we went out to have our lunch at PS . We had Swensons .

Thats Fangy and me for u ! We are Ai Yan !

After having our lunch at Swensons we proceeded to TCC , The Coffee Connousieur ( if i nv spell rong ) and had coffee and cake there ! Really v shuang la whole dae been eating such expensive and nice food lol so below are some pictures tt we have taken

Met up with Plyn & mQ as we made our way down to Teo Heng Karaoke At Katong Shopping centre to meet them for our 4 pm k-session tsk tsk and then i took a couple of photos again since my hobby is taking pix with pple and if poss chiou zhaos of pple like mQ , Fangy and Xinjia buahahaha !

We love to "Ai Yan" Presenting to u the pictures of yesterdae !

Enjoyed our dinner at HK Cafe along Telok Kurau there where i took their photos ha ha ha !

Share with u all the two nicest looking yummy food and drink pix that i've captured on my cam .

After having our supper at Simpang Bedok , Xinjia sent all of us hm Thx ah lian once again ! Love them to bits , Pearlyn , Fangy , Xinjia and Bui kia mQ ! Hope it'll owaes remain this way .

2006-10-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

Everytime i look at our photos

I begin to reminisce about the times

The times when you seemed to revolve around my life

The sadness which accompanied me in the past

It feels so foreign now

I cannot understand or feel what i felt in the past when you left

Right in front of me are love tragedies taking place

But i fail to understand how my frens suffer as the victims of love

Back then when you left i fell flat on my face

It wasnt easy picking myself up from that fall

Only to be pushed down again by you

This time I went completely shattered

The frens and family who were there all along seemed so transparent

Nothing was visible except images of you

What happened to the " I can't imagine life without you"

And the " I will be there for you no matter what happens"

Does the forever you promised me means going out with someone new after me?

I made a mistake back then

No , it was nv the case of falling head over heels for you

But loving you more than i loved myself

I am a born metro-sexual , a true narcissist

You were an exception in my life back then

Never did i imagine i would place you above myself back then

Over time , I've learnt

Yes , I've become stronger and able to suppress my feelings better

I've learnt to be selfish at the expense of others' feelings

U were such a big liar

After u left , I realise the importance of my frens and family

I love them v much cos i noe they accept mi for who i am

They are not like you , constantly giving me the pressure to turn into someone i do not wish to

2006-10-25T01:52:00.000+08:00

Abit laggy to post up this post now but well~~ been busy these daes lazing ard and sleeping at hm so no time to update lol so now i will take this time while chatting with the Bui Kia on MSN to do up this entry . =D
Had fun and toiled like donkeys was wad mQ and me did las Sat la for my Advisor's + Sexy's bdae but i will not tok much la i lazy to blog abt wad happened lol i believe they have alreadi done the tokking in their individual blogs so i will juz post up pix to show wad happened ^^

Thats sexy mQ in his singlet preparing the picnic mat on top =D

The masterpiece =DThe family =)

The Birthdae Gals , Sexy and Ah lian respectively

The gers

The guys

The couple

Faces of ORD-ing personel minus the fishball lol smile !

My beloved Fangy

My female besties =)

Finally me humping the bear lol sounds so rong but apparently i am humping him

2006-10-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

Recently been veri busy , trying to adjust back my body clock and stuff cos i slp veri late and night then later on wake up veri late oso the afternoon on the following dae tsk tsk . Heavy with tots recently , but i oso don noe my tots consist of wad since i should b a happy boy now that i am ORD-ing soon but i tink its juz the haze that makes a person's head heavy -_- Went for TOPSHOP interview on Tue which was the dae b4 yest which turned out so-so since i v newbie at interview and tt was my first interview but i do hope i get the job despite the low pay =D Went for another musical sch exam invigilator job registration at Millenia Walk yesterdae so practically the past few daes i was busy with preparing my job stuff other than that i have been staying at hm ar feel veri lazy to go out zZzz Tok to bear alot oso everydae since he's quite free oso but hes often veri ambitious and tinks abt earning loads of $ haha which i hope my mind is corrupted with oso .. but sighx now wait to get IC first la hor . Btw mQ is 77kg cos i saw him standing on a weighing scale juz now haha he claims hes 75kg but i saw 77kg haha sorry mQ i leaked out ur secret nvm la Theng Theng still ("v") u v much la u go back visit her lol . Alrite guys this is wad i shall blog abt for now =D With reference to my tagboard : : My understudy David Han has been v hardworking at work despite surfing Wikipedia and reading my blog lol

2006-10-14T17:00:00.000+08:00

Todae is a super cam whoring dae ! Went out with Hui2 my fren whom i have known since Secondary 4 to my fav Sky Garden at Suntec City todae haha she owaes pei mi go there de since v v v long ago we've been going there together everytime . Had fun todae taking pix with her . Had lunch at Pastamania's , intruded Toys R Us to take pix and later on went to Sky Garden take more pix lol the pix are as shown.

2006-10-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

The Ten Commandments In A Friendship

One.Thee should nv neglect thy frens despite being in a BGR since thy frens are there for u in time of rain and sunshine.
Thee shall not criticize thy frens un-neccesary-ly if that comment causes him/her to b reminded of his/her unhappy past..
Thee shall not leave thy frens in lurch whenever they need a pair of listening ears or a shoulder to cry on ..
Thee should nv rub salt on his/her wound and try to brighten up their daes with small gifts or surprises..
Thee should randomly find out abt his/her well-being tru a simple sms or phone call ..
Thee should nv backstab one another and pretend to b goody-two-shoes in front of each other . .
Thee should owaes try to b frank yet un-offending towards each other when the need arises..
Thee should try not to b petty over minor issues and pick an argument or gib the cold shoulder to one another..
Thee should be more sensitive to one another's feelings and avoid giving blunt answers when posted a question..
Thee should owaes be grateful that Fate has somehow brought u all together as a grp ..

LETS START PRACTISING BEING NICE TO ONE ANOTHER =)

2006-10-07T13:06:00.000+08:00

A Happy 23rd Birthday to my Sister Clara ! =)

2006-10-07T12:40:00.000+08:00

This is really a bitching entry , i blogged todae to bitch . Sometimes i wonder whether issit a crime for pple to do the tings that they like to do regardless of opinions arising frm the other pple . At least i tink its not a crime so y bother so much ? I mean wtf some pple look at u and pass comments then juz take it la like wad one of my fren mentioned saying she cannot pass the obstacle of being commented on i mean i used to mind comments v much but until later stage then i realised that certain tings that i do need no explanation to the rest of the people . " Tatty , ur dressing veri weird leix " bla bla bla FUCK YOU ! at least i enjoy spending my money on buying clothes etc etc i bother to dress up unlike u blardie fugly faggot pu bor Don't even try to comment on me when ur dressing belongs to the omg-so-down-to-earth kind of person . Juz becos i dress differently doesnt make mi a lousier person than u ok slut get this rite ! So wad if i have like a dozen earholes and have coloured hair does that make mi any lousier as a person than u ? Other than in the eyes of the conservative grp i am so called lousier but seriously i don GIVE A FUCK ok . I respect Paul Twohill in Singapore Idol cos he has the guts to show wad he really is by wearing wad he likes to wear despite the fact that he noes Singaporeans most of them are FUCKERS judging pple by how they dress and discriminating them . So if he dresses lidat he has a chance of getting lower votes compared to goody goody looking Hadi ? When i club , smoke , pierce , dye hair and go streetwear that doesnt make mi a FUCKING gangster it juz shows that i have a tinking on my own and i do wad i tink is beneficial to me and oso an enjoyment to myself. Juz becos u dress like 1,000,000 other Singaporeans on the street doesnt mean that u can tell mi my dressing is ugly or wadsoever cos i noe wtf i wearing and doing so don tell mi don do this and that a big F word to u biatch !Just a call out to those pple who have no fucking guts to do wad i am doing but oni like to open ur fucking big mouths to comment on pple like me I hope u get discriminated outside in the world and burn in hell for having such a narrow-minded thinking . Fucking off frm here , Tatty.

2006-10-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

Since Mr Bobby chee has alreadi dug out some of his old sch pix to post up i shall contribute some oso la hor lol . If u rem this is a proj which i did with u and da bi zhi Yuan Sheng in Sec 4 During CME lesson haha Mrs Cheong lesson supp to draw a tree diagram or sth of i tink wad makes a home ar then we started out fine but soon we vandalised the whole proj lol brings back fond memories of grp work huh =D

Btw thats mQ with the basketball , i am not referring to head btw but the one hes dribbling on his hand in the pix =D I drew that cat at the back lol forgot hu the gal is lol .

Guess who is our fav grp member looking at the pix above =D

Its a CME PROJECT LOL

Sadly , i realise i have sth that u have too .. SOB BOBBY !

2006-09-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

Todae i have decided to blog abt something which has been lying in my mind putting it down recently . I have like 9 working daes left till i officially clear my leave and ORD . Todae i have been playing the role of a counsellor/listener to 3 of my frens . They each face diff problems in their life . 3 different but popular issues amongst teenagers nowadaes . Todae in camp i told A abt work in camp , telling him that stress in camp can nv b compared to the stress that he might face in the outside working world hoping he would try to b more +ve abt scoldings and arrows shot at him in camp . B called mi todae and told mi abt this problem he is facing with a common fren of mine being veri petty " xiao qi " and how A couldnt stand this fren anymore and decided to bitch abt him so he called mi to update mi of the happenings in his camp . Finally C called mi up oso to tell mi how fucked up hes feeling cos hes been putting up and bottling everyting else up inclusive of his pride when his gf was being unreasonable to him over the phone juz now . C wanted to make a change in his life , that is to quarrel lesser with his GF and i noe hes trying his best to not flare up at her and start an argument . He made his first step todae by swallowing everyting hurled at him by his gf . I told him that changes to one's character are not veri visible and takes time to be noticed . Lets all wish C gd luck in controlling his temper and hope his gf would b touched at his attempt to control his temper becos of her =)
Okay lets tok abt camp todae , fuckkking twannggggg la tmd i now go camp machiam wandering spirit lidat sia haha no more work to do le since i got understudy to assist mi in my job so practically my job is walking ard tokking to everybody b4 i ORD =D Its like all the pple who i can click with all came in oni when i am going to ORD -sighx i guess i have to say " Thats life BALLS "
Well i made alot alot of frens in my office now that i have time walking ard interacting with them i find it so interesting and interactive sia haha so it doesnt matter whether i clear off and leave now anot . I told my mdm i would miss my frens in camp despite the fact tt SAF is restricting my freedom . I really luffed hard when i'm with them at times . Really gonna miss them like hell after i ORD .

2006-09-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

The dae has finally arrived , the dae to celebrate Kevin's Bdae for him ! This stupid asshole spent his bdae over in China knowing china gals due to his work commitments and we did a post bdae celebration for him when he arrived back in SG ! Ok so the plan was to meet at Bugis at ard 8pm yest , being so sianx at home i asked mQ if he would like to go do the usual stuff with mi at Bugis , that is to lim kopi ar so ok we met up and i hopped onto the Bus 197 he was taking to go to Bugis.
Arrived in Bugis after a 30 minutes ride on the bus , settled down at the starbucks nearby and got our drinks after a short wait after we ordered . I ordered Java Chips Ice Blended as usual and i don noe wad did mQ order oso .
It was a v norm session for both of us alreadi since we meet up with each other almost every wkend for such breaks . After drinking our coffee we went for a wok ard Bugis to window shop . Damn ! mQ is such an ass he brot mi ard for one trip in Bugis then i felt so gian to buy so many tings alreadi zzzz i muz wait for payday to come then i got money to shop sia haha well... lets juz wait for Oct 10 to come =D

Wokked for only a short while b4 Fangy calls us to inform us that they have arrived in Bugis to meet us so we went to meet them and meanwhile purchased Kevin's present . Later on we went down to have our dinner at a special restaurant i am sure most of us have nv been to .. its called ..

Yea the sheep mongolian steamboat restaurant lol don noe how did they find such a place sia

We had fun , ate gd food , had funny conversations and all those in the restaurant while waiting for our steamboat food to b cooked haha was really damn fun la like las time over in Bintan we were all in the kitchen cooking the food together lol . After the meal ended at ard 11pm we took a pix b4 leaving the restaurant =D

Some miscellaneous pix to share with u guys .

Took hell alot of pix for Kevin's Bdae man lol but its ok i'm lovinnggg it =D We all made our way down to Timbre which is supposed to b a bistro and pub kinda like place where we get to drink alcohol all these . When the all of us arrived at the place Kevin did not waste any time and immediately ordered a freaking bottle of Chivas Regal man haha so when the ting came everyone had to toast that asshole since its his Bdae celebration . Some more pix =D

I tink the happiest person for the night wasn't Kevin , perhaps its mQ cos he feels that Kevin is a lousy drinker . Kevin juz like drank around 4 cups of neat chivas , one graveyard and one waterfall then he puked so mQ found it veri lousy of Kevin to vomit so fast and poked fun at him lol . Readers of this entry should noe that mQ is a super gd drinker and we should all offer to ta him shots nex yr on his bdae or anybody's birthdae ^^

I love my 4/1 peeps =)

2006-09-23T14:36:00.000+08:00

ZZz juz woke up frm a 12 hours slp after went drinking with my army fren yesterdae at a pub . We each drank half a jug and being not v zhai drinkers we felt the effect setting in abt 30 min after we left the pub SOB . But nvm i am alive and kicking now to update my blog entry . For the whole of this wk i've almost nth to do in camp sia tmd sibei eng ar reason y ? Cos i going to ORD lo ! and i have an understudy to take over my job in my office =D Weet ! Feels damn lao jiao la now me haha i believe that the fatty bear mQ oso feels the same as me rite ? =D ORD lo ! So practically now i go office is oni to teach my understudy how to do work and oso clear some emails on my own and oso slacking ard . Buahahaha come come i show u guys a sample photo of Mr Chinchilla modelling my handbag tsk tsk

Heh heh todae we are gonna eat steamboat for dinner and oso find a nice place with comfortable ambience to chill =D Yay ! Yesterdae chilled out with my camp fren then todae meeting my besties again to chill out ! Currently charging my digi cam battery now in order to sustain my cam pimp-ing skills later i will capture alot of chiou zhao of pple if possible and especially mQ's de cos he v guai lan to me owaes bully me =(

2006-09-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

Supp to meet up With Kevin this slut and my advisor together with sexy yesterdae nite to watch a movie but infected with the las-min-then-call-pple-go-out disease Kevin called mi juz as i was accompanying my mum to Crystal Jade At Parkway Yesterdae to have our dinner =D DROOL!!!! Lol ok so he asked mi to meet them at Town area la tmd frm ECP go town area damn far and ma fan la bt nvm la since i nv see Kevin for so long i kinda miss his lameness and his cock talking so i decided to go out and meet them . Went home to change after Crystal Jade and took a bus down to Bedok MRT where i took the MRT to Somerset to look for them at HMV . Went down to meet them there and took a walk to Cineleisure to see if there were any movies for us to watch . Unfortunately , there wasnt any show left for us to watch so Sexy and Xinjia suggested going to Wala Wala at Holland V to chill so we all took a cab down there . Reached there , whipped out my cam , managed to get a few shots =D
Settled down at Wala Wala , ordered our drinks and began chilling.. Tsk tsk its amazing how many times the 4/1 peeps chill out together since as we grow older theres nth left for us to do alreadi =/ Took a pix with Kevin

After our chilling session we head over to NUS where Kevin wanted to park his Bike so that he can pei mi take Taxi and we went up to Xinjia's Hostel Room to terrorize her buahaha let mi show u some pix

While waiting for Kevin to arrive at NUS we took some pix haha .

Lets take a look at Xinjia's healthy diet over in her hostel ... heres the pix...

Can u spot the unhealthy stuff ? There in the middle lies a bottle of nutella chocolocate bread spread . Tokking abt healthy living ! tsk tsk ! =D

Kevin trying to dirt Xinjia's bed with his filthy body tsk tsk ! I was oso on the bed but had to get up to take this picture haha poor Xinjia i tink nex time ban us from going to her hostel anymore =(

2006-09-18T00:23:00.000+08:00

OUR FIRST DATE =) (LUCKY XINJIA)

2006-09-17T16:24:00.000+08:00

Todae is a Sundae afternoon zzz tml need to go to work.. SIANX la but nvm the tot of looking at the ORD counter on my desktop in office makes mi happier abit =D 20 Working daes left ! Weet ! Todae supposed to meet up with Yee to lim kopi de but she las min got tings on so cannot meet me =( but its ok ! Todae i went shopping at Parkway myself lol not really sad la don feel sad for me . Went to buy a memory card for my hp and a rubber casing for it . After buying all these stuff i head down to my fav coffee place to indulge in a Venti Java Chip =D After tinking for a while over my drink , i felt like making my mum and sis todae cos i for some reason am feeling happy lol so i went to buy stuff for them too

I bot dark chocolate for my da jie cos she loves to eat Dark Chocoloate =D

I bot some flowers and did the arranging for my dear mum who adores flowers to the max haha it looks kinda funny but i am sure she would appreciate my effort at arranging flowers =D the leaves at the back remind mi of my own hairstyle so spiky lol

Its nice to spend a small amount of money and makin pple u care for happy when u gib it to them . Frm young i have alreadi been treated like a king according to what my other brothers say in my family but i tink king sounds old so i tink i should say i am treated like a prince in my house lol so now if i got money i wouldnt mind spending on gifts for my parents and siblings =D

2006-09-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

So i tot abt stuff again as usual as i was cycling , Y do i owaes feel sth amiss in my life although i lead a SUPERB life now with having almost everyting i wan . Something is seriously lacking in my life.. I wonder issit becos i lack of a goal or sth in life or issit becos my freedom is restricted =( i so wan to do so many tings but yet i cant do -sigh i noe it sounds kinda stupid but i am so gian to dye my hair la and put on nice clothes to go out and make merry outside with my besties but the tot of booking in the nex dae turns mi off =( Help ! Save me ! ok then again i look at my camp pass it reads " Expiry Date : 061106 " damn ! so fortunate compared to the warriors of eternity in my office with expiry dates like " XX0608" oh gawd ! I feel lucky ! but then again i feel shitty now don noe how to explain this feeling i juz wanna shout out to this world " I WAN MY FUCKING FREEDOM BACK ! DAMN U DICKLETS WHU TOOK AWAY MY FREEDOM ! " At the same time i tink abt my sad past , when i first stepped into the army i really acted like a spoilt and unmotivated brat refusing to do most of the tings that i was told and putting in no effort to do them causing mi to get into alot of trouble . After serving for so long i realise that Army does only one ting right , that is to carve out the patience within u and somehow build ur character to adapt to the working society which i am so gonna face soon when i search for jobs after i ORD LO ! Ok lets pray i learn more as i get along with these shackles on my ankles and adapt a +ve working mentality =)

2006-09-10T15:48:00.000+08:00

Todae is a rainy Sundae Afternoon , finally had the time to sit down in front of my com to actually blog abt the events which took place on fri and sat =D Y do i say it lidat? Its becos i nv fail to b outside loitering on Fridays and Saturdaes . Tsk tsk ! Ok so it went like that . Met up with mQ , Yf and Xinjia my beloved advisor to go to Teo Heng once again to sing K . While waiting for Xinjia and Fangy to arrive . mQ and me took a pix .

Ok so it was alreadi 11pm and we decided to go in by ourselves since they called to say they'll be late . After entering room no.9 in Teo Heng and making ourselves at hm , Xinjia and fangy came along shortly . Thats when we began singing all nite long =D Here are some pictures

Yea we had lotsa fun and oso b4 we left Katong Shopping Centre I took a pix for them too =D.

After that we proceeded on to East Coast Park since its so near so we flagged down a cab and hopped onto it . We dropped at East Coast Mac's tt area . We bot Hooch and other veri lil' percentage alcoholic beverages together with Xinjia's SUPER FAVOURITE nachos there to eat supposedly . But she ate up everyting even b4 we settled down at the bench leaving nth left for mi to eat =( but its ok as a fren i understand her weakness for Nachos with LOTSA CHEESE so i didnt mind not eating them after all ^^ Heres a pix of how the picnic looked like .

We sat there and talked cock all nite long ar and eat and luff . With mQ ard he can practically tok abt anyting la haha but his favourite topic is on gers ar haha so we tokked abt everyting ranging frm career to girls tsk tsk ! Ok seriously we tokked abt our Secondary sch lives and how much we have changed after we all went our separate ways to JC and Uni .. Yep i believe that everyone present reflected abt their own lives bahx .

B4 we realised it , we sat there for like 3 + 4 hours alreadi sia the sky oso beginning to turn brighter alreadi ar but b4 tt happened i took a pretty pix =D

When the sun finally rose , i took another pix of how the place looks like too haha cam pimp sia keep taking pix . So we packed up the bench and began to proceed to play on the beach =D Here are some pix ! B4 we left the place , we put our names on the sand as a marking that the 4 of us had been there at tt spot b4 =D

2006-09-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

It's a pity like wad mQ's prev nick implied , juz when he juz started cherishing his presence in this world , pple around him are tinking hard of ways to gib up their own . -Sigh

This morning , i received a most shocking call frm one of my colleagues in office . He told mi that hes tired of everyting in his life , problems faced due to piling-nv-ending work in the office , the arguments that he often engages in with his gf and oso the pressure he gets due to his part time degree hes currently taking . He mentioned the word SUICIDE to me over the phone . I began to turn panicky as i believe he would really do so cos hes been telling mi abt the shiet hes facing in his life.. sigh .. wad did i do ? I used myself as an example and tried to relate to him that i am in the same boat as him too.. Alot of tings in life are not up to mi to decide whether or not i wan to do them anot but according to bk , he tries to do everyting that is given to him in life to his best even though he doesn't like it . I am trying to b like him oso but being a partially spoilt brat i have owaes been given choices in life to make on my own by my parents so i couldn't adapt to a regimental life in army at first but it seems to b getting better as i serve longer . Reason? I adapted the LAN LAN SUCK THUMB JUST DO FINISH AND FUCK OFF mentality . Sianx i oso don like to OT at times but i feel if i don clear finish my own work , my work gets distributed among my other frens and then its not gd la plus they kp so much if they need to do other pple's work . So its personal responsibility .

Ok lets tok abt happy tings now . I went with Mr Yap Tzyy Kae yest to Parkway to get his new hp... So finally he bot a new hp ! Yay ! Lets share his joy of possessing a new hp over here in this entry !

So i took a picture of him with his pretty hp =D SE W810 ! Chio !

The first pix taken with his phone ! =D haha Lan Jiao bin haha like he suggested .

Time to end this entry ... =D Stay tune for more entries !

And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing

You were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs

So sad and slow So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I had That's marked July 15th

Cuz since there's no more you

There's no more anniversary

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you

And your memories

And now every song reminds me

Of what used to be

2006-09-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

Looking at the pple ard me often makes mi wonder . Life is really like a drama with us being the actors in it . One of my ex sch mate has juz passed owae cos he commited suicide with its reason remaining a mystery , one of my frens facing a r/s problem and oso many others facing stress due to life in army . When i tink abt my life now , i feel v lucky . I get to meet my besties over the wkend , spend time with my family after my working hours at hm , get to chill out with my buddies with an almost infinite supply of Starbucks and Coffee Bean beverages ( meaning i get to drink it whenever i wan ) . I muz admit that most pple tink that i am a happy go lucky person on the outside due to my crazy behaviour and energetic presence but well i had my ups and downs in life too . Only recently i realised i grew stronger emotionally . I am able to suppress my emotions better and have better manipulation over them . I refrain frm allowing them to get the better of me and do stupid tings to make up for my unhappiness like getting wasted etc etc . I feel at times that i was more kind and totful in the past compared to now . I feel that i've become more cold-blooded in a sense as i grow older although i hope that this feeling does not make mi become a lousier person as a whole . I've adapted to the " fuck it " attitude at times becos like wad XinJia said , we cant gib a shit abt some stuff at times so we juz Fuck It and shove it aside and get along with life . Y make a living tragical figure out of urself when u r sad? Perhaps u can confide in ur frens... and perhaps u do sad stuff to let pple noe u r sad juz becos u lack tt bit of attention . Overdoing stuff is really v stressful on ur frens as they drain their brain juices tinking of cheering u up . Simple , when u r sad , tell ur close frens wads bothering u instead of getting into trouble and making them worry . For all my frens reading this entry , can owaes tell mi ur troubles as i welcome u guys with open arms and brighten ur dae =) Esp my 4/1 besties ... Peace out

2006-09-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

Todae i finally completed something which i have been wanting to do ! =D I went to learn blading at ECP together with 4 of my other frens ! Weet ! Applause for me guys ! Ok , so the plan was to meet at Katong to eat the famous Laksa b4 proceeding to ECP for our blading session . Supp to meet at 12pm at Katong but due to the fact that we belong to 4/1 we owaes have an unspoken +30 min rule to our meeting time so lets say we say meet at 12pm we would all turn up at 1230pm lol so ok Xinjia arrived first followed by bk lamb yee then last of all me lol reason? ok la i wont deny i woke up late la bo bian mahx yest i went on a rendezvous with my bro Bk =D Scandalous !

Sianx i oni drank like 3/4 of a Hooch then my face so red le wherelse i tink Bk too tanned alreadi so his face wont turn red after gulping down a bottle of breezer.

Ok so the story continues when i arrived at Katong Laksa they were alreadi halfway tru their Laksa alreadi I reached ard 1245 ar then i ordered the Laksa the person summore nv send to me tmd i tink is cos we sitting on 2nd floor then he lazy to wok up the stairs to pass to me or wad sia so i ended up buying a doughnut to eat while wokking past Parkway at one of the bread shop for my lunch.

This pix shows them with their wide grins after chomping down on their Laksas while i could juz sniff the fragrance of the Laksa =(

So we left Katong and headed to ECP via the underpass behind Parkway Parade and when we arrived there i took alot of pix =D

Thats me , my advisor and bk followed by Lamb having his face covered haha too bad nvm la nex time let u steal the limelight .

While Yee putting on her blades we saw this cute cat catchin its afternoon nap under the marble table and i took a picture for her ^^

Thats a pix of us b4 we set off to rent our blades !

After we rented our blades , we set off on the track and me being a newbie in blading had to ask Yee to teach mi how to blade so v v v slowly i made my way and was way behind Bk and Xj -sob i was damn slow la fell down todae like a total of 5 times sia tmd my palm cui alreadi ar . But nvm this doesnt mean i would stop learning ! Determination !

Bk is such a guai lan kia and an asshole he knew i was a newbie so he purposely came frm the back of me while i was balancing and knocked into me causing both of us to fall down ! @#(%*#@*@* So we took a pix oso lol

We headed to the hawker centre and sat down there to tok cock and oso had some refreshments b4 heading back to the place to return our blades . Heres some pix.

I cannot tahan sia everytime i cycle past or blade past the Costa Sands chalet makes mi feel like bbq at the chalet and stay over sia... Nvm.. one more mth to clear my off and leave then ORD LO !! Shout with me ... ORD ! then the fun begins =)

So after much C**k tokking at the hawker centre we finally headed back to the place to return our blades and after that we went to my fav place !

Sat there tok even more C**k and ate cakes .. VERI ENJOYABLE =D Drank like two times high class coffee within two daes since yest met them go The Coffee Club to lim kopi oso WOOT ! haha

After Coffee Bean Bk Yee and Lamb went home by Taxi then Xinjia came over to my house to borrow my charger for her hp since she left hers in Hall . Haha i bet she was like her nick lidat " Tromertised" cos all my family members were around for dinner and she joined us for dinner and my brothers tot she is my gf la haha but i told them she v tall so out of my list le SORRY XINJIA MEW MEW - HAMTARO FACE haha but u noe i short gers la don blame me k =P

Feeling damn shagged le i will cont my great stories another time ^^

2006-09-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

Todae I will blog abt my Cohesion which was held on Thur =D My whole branch went down to Suntec City to meet up . There was around 50 pple and were splitted into several teams . This is my team

I was put together with two 50+ aunties who are Mdms in my office. Due to the bad weather tt morning , the location-as-checkpoint hunt game was cancelled and instead. Several of my colleagues were placed at diff places in Raffles City and oso Suntec City and the teams were supposed to find the 7 individual pple and solve the question given to each team b4 they can head off to the nex checkpoint . So we practically ran abt b/w these two places sia sibei shagged and worst of all i was practically the oni one solving the maths questions and oso the others laaaa sibei stressed sia my whole team depended on me . Reason? cos my two Mdms claimed that they old alreadi lost all the knowledge le then their ang moh not so gd oso so don really understand the question on the paper so i like cracked my brain to solve the questions but i failed to do so at the 2nd las checkpoint and my team turned out to b 2nd last =( Sianx but through this game and cohesion i interacted with both my mdms and know them better so wasnt tt bad la =D I realised that i am v competitive when it comes to such games . Being competitive is gd but on the other hand when i take such games too seriously i realise i become v selfish when i feel i am the only contributing to the team =( So the moral of the story is , as long as the objective of the cohesion is achieved , it doesnt matter who wins the first place ^^

2006-08-27T16:37:00.000+08:00

This entry is dedicated to someone who i will owaes remember truout my life , Since its her b'dae todae i will rite an entry juz for her as she did for my bdae on her blog . I nv knew wads the meaning of liking/loving someone until she came into my life ard 4 yrs ago , met her tru this close fren of mine called Choo Lilin . As i was tokking to Lilin over the phone ard 4 + yrs ago , i was so bored and asked her to intro mi some chiobus frm her class so ok , gd enuf she intro mi to this classmate of hers by the MIRC nick of frost^Ice . So i tot that was rather interesting since i do not noe whu is Tricia and decided to chat her up in IRC . The first time i tokked to her over MIRC , i found her veri cute and funny . After our conversation ended tt nite , b4 i went to slp i tot of her and was v curious to noe how she looks like so i woke up the nex dae to go to sch to find her in her 3/1 classroom . I rem when i first met her in sch tt time i gave her a pair of earrings and perhaps tt gave mi a chance to jio till her lol . With my glib tongue and sincerity i managed to win her heart and we soon became together . The time spent with her was veri happy as silly promises were made to each other and were taken into consideration seriously. Perhaps that the joyful part of puppy love as wise men say .

I was the one who...

- Waited under her block for one hour plus like a silly fool in love holding a bouquet of Lilies ( her fav flowers ) hoping that she the first person he would share his joy of finally completing his O lvls.

- Cheekily went up to her during Sports Day in 2002 to ask her whether she wans to participate in the house games despite noeing she wasnt the sporty type since he juz wanted to go up and tok to her so he made up tt reason.

- Made a bouquet of pink strawberry lollipops and gib it to her so as to reward her for having improvements in her results so as to motivate her further .

- Wanted to give his academic plaques to her becos he felt her presence motivated him to study hard .

- Would change his image and gib up his interests juz becos she dint like his dressing and vanity.

- Would keep her hair band with him becos he requested to have one of her hair bands which she would normally tie a tail with on her hair in Secondary Sch.

- Would ask her repeatedly over the phone whether she wans to marry him and hear her repeat yes even though he noes that its not possible at their age but was glad to noe she was willing to do so .

- Tell her that her hair smells nice cos she was using his fav shampoo .

When she left him....He was the one who ....

- Felt that hes the fucking loneliest person in the whole wide world as he was the only one so down with love .

- Felt that death was the only solution juz becos looking at her photographs and hearing rumours of her with another guy made him fucking sad.

- Would cut himself with a blade and get wasted so as he tot it would make him feel better.

- Would wait for her for more than a yr hoping she would b touched by his sincerity and patch back with him .

At the end of the day , I learnt alot abt myself . I take alot to like a person . Tsk tsk she once told mi that a person's liking for another is measured by the debt he used to owe her in her prev life , I tink i used to owe Tricia like something like a family heirloom or sth sia lol. I do hope she enjoys her 19th B'dae todae with the pple closest to her and stay happy always .^^

Signing Off,
Mare2

2006-08-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

So todae i blog since its a Saturdae todae and i have almost all the time in the world todae =D Todae i did sth which is veri interesting ! I bet if i told u guys that i went fishing todae u guys wouldnt believe that i went fishing tinking its a boring activity ! Watching the fishermen displaying their skills on TV have owaes fascinated mi how they get the fish biting onto the hook so todae i went Fishing together with mQ and Qy Tsk tsk ! Yest nite was a v shagged nite , cycled all the way to Simpang Bedok to meet mQ and Qy to have supper together and later Qy went to borrow bike frm Jeremy so that he could join us todae in our fishing trip . This is mQ with his sexy hot mama Basket Bicycle.

Todae mQ and Qy woke mi up at ard 1130am to join them in their fishing trip , they both rode their bikes to my house and waited for mi . B4 we started off i took a pix =D

Thats Qy on the left and mi on the right having the fishing rod stuck in my bag its lime green in colour so nice rite but too bad its quite " cui " ar nvm nex time i more pro then i go buy one and mQ shall b my fishing buddy !

We cycled to Siglap Centre to buy prawns as the bait and oso some snacks to eat while waiting for the fish to kena hook ar . After tt we took a route tru ECP and cycled like 5 6 km till we reach the place . Its veri near Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal . It looks like this .

So we prepared the stuff and set up the mat and later on proceeded on to tying the hooks onto the rod and cutting up the prawns to smaller pieces to hook onto the rod . mQ showed us the ropes and being the only Fisherman among 3 of us , he began teaching us how to do the hooks up step by step haha interesting sia .

Thats mQ and Qy together . Tsk tsk ! b4 we start fishing !

Thats the both of us in action =D

Thats our prize catch haha i caught a whole long piece of branch and some leafy stuff ar and mQ caught a mutated cabbage which i assume hes going to bring it home to xiao jing his lao pei lao bu and let them eat steamboat with it =D

Some farnie shiet happened when i was casting the rod . The freaking bait got caught in the tree cos i release while swinging at the rong direction and it flew onto the tree and got entangled in it -_- it happened 3 F***ing times man made mi so dulan almost went crazy and thats mQ helping mi to try to take it down frm the tree lol

Thats Qy waiting for his fish to come but apparently hes a vegetarian too since he caught alot of sea cabbage lol .

After staying at the place for like 5 hours we cycled back to my house to have our dinner . As we were cycling back to my house . The whiff of BBQ smoke could b detected frm like hundreds of metres frm the Costa Sands chalet nearby . I suddenly felt v gian to have a chalet somedae... cos that whiff smells like freedom .... ORD LO !!! haha been a long time since my 4/1 class and i had a chalet so mQ and me proposed that we have a chalet in NOV when MOST of us have ORD-ed except Fishball , Qy and Dodo lol nvm u all can take leave and off to join us =D

2006-08-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

As the tune of Vitamin C's "Graduation" floods my mind , i realise that i'm alreadi 20 yrs and 2 mths old alreadi ! Been like 4 yrs + since i las came out of Secondary School and proceeded on to JC Life. Jeez , i am of the legal age to buy ciggies and oso alcohol and oso watch most shows except R(A) movies ! =P I believe i am not the only one among my grp of 1986 Secondary sch frens to feel this way since we have known each other for ard 5 6 yrs alreadi . I cannot deny that the dae i entered Secondary 3/1 (2001) BVSS has made mi turned more matured . Pokemon cards and games were left aside while the other pple who were in the class such as Kevin , mQ , Yf , Bk ...(list goes on) had taught mi more meaning to life such as BGRs , chilling out , watching movies and oso the meaning of frenship. I realise that playing too much Pokemon cards during my lower sec daes had clogged up my brain causing it to b moldy and no life until i went into Sec 3/1 which has made mi left all the childish lower sec topics aside and begin to step into the teenage-adult life . I rem i don even noe wad is the meaning of " Masturbation " when i entered 3/1 until i met mQ and Kevin these 2 horny whores who have enlightened mi alot over the years . Thx mQ and Kevin =)

So this pix shows Yee , Sam , Lily , Fangy and Xinjia when they were still in Sec Sch ... Sweet isnt it ^^

Who said that pyjamas make u look so yesterdae? look at us =D

Sad was the dae when we all graduated frm BVSS , i rem having the ceremony in the hall and Yee was crying her heart out after the ceremony ended =( Yee i understood how u felt at tt time to leave the class but i dint cry at tt time although i was feeling F***ed up on the inside too and i said i wouldnt mind retaining one yr to b in the same class as u guys again =) But its ok since we are still together now ! yay ! haha 4/1 Zoo Rox !

I learnt alot in Sec Sch . Hearts broke as i personally witnessed those moments of sorrow amongst my frens who face R/S problems and i too had my F***ed up moments too where i faced R/S problems. I realised sth after all these sadness. Frens are those who u say hi and bye to and engage in conversations . Close frens are those who u can engage in conversations and at the same time witnessed u at ur weakest and most down moments b4 =) I cant freaking believe i cried in the sch hall while waiting for the mid yr exams to start b4 in front of so many pple but oh well sad was how i was feeling at tt time . Miss those times in Sec Sch badly as every dae in sch is not only restricted to Literature , Geography bla bla bla but we oso learnt lessons in life such as Frenship and Relationships =)

2006-08-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

So i stayed up late at nite to tink abt my life after i ORD ..wad jobs i wan to do hmm...

This is my no.1 choice of cos =D to represent Topshop/Topman tsk tsk .

It's ok if i get low pay but working in Sam's Pet And Aquarium at Parkway here is oso not bad =D

Bartender oso not bad leix if can learn a skill and oso b involved in the night life . But one ting is later my parents worry =/ Thats perhap the only setback i face to discourage mi frm pursuing this.

2006-08-20T05:42:00.000+08:00

Arrr Been a long time since i las blogged , so much happenings in my life ! Met up with my pals frm 4/1 to celebrate bk's bdae todae had fun at 85 market haha i dint noe that cockroaches had such a big impact on my classmates esp the gals when they went screaming and jumping when they found those creepy crawlies underneath the table haha caused a commotion with everyone looking at our direction but oh well we are hot thats y we owaes attract alot of attention whenever we go ^^ So ok after 85 we proceeded to the usual Cabana to chill out and wth we played a hardcore stripping game there . Losers have to strip their items one by one and i stripped myself of my accessories and then all of us guys had to take our tops off at a beachside pub -_- Crazy sia these pple go in UNI learn all these games lol but nex time i would wan to b a spectator if theres such a game going on in the orientation camp BWAHHAHA hao se but its juz so norm of KON's behaviour haha dint manage to get any pix cos my cam hp is spoilt for the time being sianx so cannot capture any images but oh well will get it repaired and upload pix for u guys to see =D

2006-08-19T11:58:00.000+08:00

Share some pictures with u of my camp mates when we taking MRT back frm our parade stuff .

Thats Pitrick on the extreme left , followed by Daryl and then Jeremy reading his book .

Closed up shot of Mr Pitrick and Daryl .

Me , Daryl and Terence.

Sheru on the extreme left , hes a freaking smart guy la straight A's for his A lvls and his S papers and GP ..Godly -_- Doesnt speak much though but his brain is like a hard disk drive . Followed by Wei Long and me again =D Daryl sleeping , Pitrick and then Jeremy .

2006-08-16T01:20:00.000+08:00

As i was cycling around my house area , i begin to tink abt stuff . Emo stuff is wad some might call them . I realise that its really veri hard to show someone how much u care for them even though u try . Yes , u may try , bt whether or not the other party recognises ur efforts and reciprocates them is another ting.I like my parents alot . Reason? cos they take care of my well-being and oso let mi do most of the stuff i like to do which is actually enuf . But as we grow older , we tend to have our own freedom and go out with frens and stuff leaving both of them alone at hm to watch their television or maybe doing other stuff to waste their time away since they have turned inactive as they age over the years. Perhaps simple stuff such as setting aside 3 daes a wk to stay at hm to pei them is gd enuf . However when we tink back of the past when we were still kids , we had to ask them for permission to go out and if they dint approve of us going out back then , we would obediently stay at hm with them . As we grow older , we tend to have stronger wings and oso a sharper tongue , arguing and reasoning it out with them as to y we cannot go out bla bla bla . At the same time we wan to retain our freedom , we gib up the tot of accompanying them at home during their loneliest times . Its like a lose-lose situation in a sense . At least i noe my sis does it on a shift basis ha ha its like if she stays out late todae she would ask mi to try to stay at hm to pei them ok i am trying to adapt to it since my house has only both my sis and me left together with my parents . I find it hard to care for the pple ard u too , not only family but frens . I tokked to Yee over the phone and she gave mi some quality advice on how to juggle b/w family and myself . Really nice tokking to her since she gibs mature advice on stuff which i find difficulty in handling =) Yea to all readers of this entry , try to cherish pple close to u that are ard u as they are the ones leading u to the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow in ur life . Perhaps a small advice to tell ur parents u care is putting aside 1 hour of ur time surfing the net or msn-ing at hm to juz engage in casual conversations with them or perhaps juz buying tidbits or cakes for them to savour at hm while watching tv , they would appreciate it v much =)

2006-08-13T01:21:00.000+08:00

Woke Up todae . Met Jem after he woke mi up with his simultaneous calling of my hp . 7 missed calls . Thanks to Him. -yawnz Still feeling tired from the long cycling trip that i had with Jem . Cycled frm one end of ECP to the other end . Tt crazy ass suggested going to Changi V for lunch after eating our Brunch at MC's .

So we discovered this amazing enormous sand castle on display near Costa Sands Resorts and stopped to take a pix of it but too bad we covered it up with our faces . Tsk .

Came up to my house after that to have mi teaching him how to play DOTA , Jem is a quick student no matter how much " highlight ur character !! " and " Chase the hero !! Run after him " i shouted at him , he managed to learn the basics of playing DOTA .

Took a short nap after Jem went home . Woke up at 7pm by TK's call . Jioed mi to go Suntec oso to eat our dinner and oso wok ard tt place since we r both bored and dint wan to rot at hm . So we went to Pizza Hut and had

A jug of pepsi

4 bowls of Pizza-Hut-Proclaimed Cream of Mushroom Soup.(Tasted like Maggi Mee Stock Seasoned Soup.)

A Large Triple Cheesed crust Hawaiian Pizza .

The Family Fiesta Combo was meant for 4-6 pax but amazingly both of us finished it up lol . So we looked like this b4 we started eating

After eating we were like the below picture.

Haha i shall end this entry with a nitex to everyone ^^

2006-08-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

Had a totally packed wkend this wk . On Fri nite , went out together with mQ to ECP to chill out over a cup of coffee at Coffee Bean . I have owaes been a fan of drinking coffee at Starbucks or Coffee Bean together with my fren(s) . Although its expensive but i owaes believe its worth the money since u are like paying more for the ambience than coffee . Ok , after drinking our coffee we proceeded onto 7-11 to get ourselves a can of diet coke for myself and him , a can of Carlsberg or Heineken and proceeded to the beach to juz sit there and enjoyed the Breeze . Sounds rather gay bt oh well .. After the beach , we proceeded to Katong Shopping Centre to play dota initially BUT mQ SUGGESTED we check Teo Heng out for any vacant places b4 proceeding to play LAN cos his MOUTH ITCHY WANT TO SING . Trying not to be the wet blanket i RELUCTANTLY agreed to follow him . UNFORTUNATELY we found a small room and i was DRAGGED into the room by him to sing . - Sob despite my sore throat i had to accompany him cos hes my fren afterall . So we sang till 2am and took a cab home . Had to slp cos meeting Jem the nex morning to go cycling =D

2006-08-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

Whenever i look at ur photo , i cannot deny that there is a sudden surge of sadness within me . I'm sorry for not cherishing u enuf in the past , not that any amount of apologies would b able to make up for the pain i've caused u . I wouldn't say i regret my decision back then , cos regrets are nth but abundant sorrows. When u left for Melbourne this yr , i nv had the time to send u off . When u were back in April for ur vacation trip , i got in touch w u again . I realised that u've become more matured compared to the Shu Jing i knew of . Nt that u behaved kiddish-ly las time but its the 6 hours face-to-face chat session that i had with u that made mi realise i had once again fallen for this gal whom i gave up in the past . B4 u left SG back to Melbourne , i rem telling u that u r my soft spot . When i said that , it means that u had the influence in my life to make mi change for the better and oso make mi listen to u in certain issues without the extra nagging and oso far surpassed the obedience that i show my parents at times . I tried my hard to get u back , i really did , trust me . U are the first gal that i've ever written a poem out of inspiration , perhaps tt is enuf to show the liking i have for u . U told mi that u preferred we remain nth more than frens since u don even have the interest in me anymore . But its ok , i managed to console myself that if its ur decision that way , i believe u would b happier that way . I do hope u are living well over there . Remember to take gd care of ur health and oso study hard =)

2006-08-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

Heh heh heh yesterdae i woke up at 3.30pm due to a flat handphone battery and my alarm failed to ring and oso the pple whom i supposed to go out with couldnt get me =/ Planned to go Crystal Jade at Holland V with mQ , Xinjia and Yee to eat dim sum one but in the end we ended up at Tampines Mall partially becos of me -sob SORRY ! =( but anyway we had fun at Tm oso haha quite awkward ar cos i was wearing tie and blazer then go there abit overdressed feeling but nvm i love being pretty in clothes :) So they headed to Cafe Cartel to have their lunch and i later on joined them when they finished their lunch there . We headed over to Starbucks over to drink coffee ! WeeT ! Coffee ! Rocks ! Coffee Bean Rox ! ( Pardon my enthusiasm for the excess intake of caffeine these daes ) So we sat there and tok alot of kcoc haha Its like the gathering of the 4 greatest bloggers of 4/1 ar haha we always take turns to read each others' blogs to keep ourselves updated of our individual daily lives its like so kewl rite i noe haha and we took pictures

Thats mQ and his act cute face again hahha together with Yee on the left and my advisor on the right . mQ has a constipated face and i wonder issit the coffee he drank or the presence of Xinjia on his right =X

So thats me in the middle haha we enjoyed our coffee and talks and gossips and bitching over at Starbucks ar and loving every moment of it . Hmm what do u tink of us meeting up some dae at nite juz to lim kopi :)

2006-08-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

A Poem I Wrote

Its another Sunday morning
There goes the familiar ring
It woke me up from my dream
The sweetest fantasy
A tingling ecstacy
You were dressed in pink
With a smile you waved to me
Tell me how real that could be
I began to feel weak
An inability to speak
Running towards you
Convincing myself this is true
All I ever wanted is you
That beautiful soul within you
I reached out my arms
Surrendering to your charm
You began to fade
Am I supposed to resign to my fate
I’m learning to keep u in memories
Praying for u to live without worries.
That’s the least I can do
When I’m not there beside you .

Helloo Inspiration :)

2006-08-07T00:15:00.000+08:00

Great ! Only now then i have time to update my blog , been so busy the past few daes entertaining my frens and watching movies =D Xinjia jioed Bk Lamb and me out las nite las min while i was playing my dota game ar i tot i couldnt complete my game but surprisingly i pawned 7-0 b4 i left my house =D V shuang man super on form yest lol but nvm thats nt the main focus of this entry . As i was saying Xinjia is so swt laaa , she drove all the way frm tampines to pick bk , lamb and me up then we proceeded on to watch a movie haha but b4 we watch movie Xinjia did a farnie ting . She missed the exit along nicoll highway to the city area and ended up driving all the way to NUS when we wanted to go PLAZA SINGAPURA super off rite lol then nvm drove rong direction nvm summore left like 2 bar then later on 1 bar of her petrol tank left when we reached NUS haha boy u shoulda seen how petrified she looked las nite when she tot we are like gona push the car cos we had no fuel left but thk god we found a SHELL petrol kiosk along the way when we exit frm NUS Hooo! Ok later on we proceeded on to PS finally to catch a movie but b4 the movie start we went to Mcdonalds to eat abit and Xinjia ate abit of everyting and a cup of McFlurry ok ! i mean abit of everyting means a sip of bk's green tea , one of his Mc Chicken Wing or wadever u call that and oso his fries haha then nvm after that we went up to watch the movie that time we bot nachos to eat haha we ate the nachos up alreadi then later on she agreed to order another pack to eat since we ate the first pack up even b4 the show started whilst standing outside the place waiting =P

So we looked like this haha look at her face so happy sia when she saw the nachos cos i ordered it with extra cheese and they gave like half a litre of cheese with the two nachos combined and Xinjia enjoyed it veri much la i told her to take a straw to drink the cheese up instead of eating it :) Looking at the 2nd picture , it shows her screaming "I'm gonna have to run 20 km tml to burn up all these calories ! " and i went like " Heh heh heh fei si ni "

We went to watch Hard Candy this movie is rated M18 , ok practically the show juz abt this gal who lured this guy into tinking that he can have sex with her or sth over the internet chat and they met up and she went to his house bla bla bla from there she drugged him and later on tortured him -_- Xinjia actually enjoyed watching such a sick show man i cannot believe wad is she turning into as the daes go by . She is turning into a Monstrous Ape ! ARRR !!! Ok they later showed the part where she attempted castration on him i was like WTF ! i was grabbing onto my crotch like theres no tmr when she attempted it with a surgical sceptre . I turned my head to face Xinjia only to capture tt smile and her grin as she savoured the scene as though she was the one attemping the op =( I believe theres a gd reason to now b wary of her cos she has this sick mind to castrate guys now . HOO ! =X After that she sent us home from the movie . Sweet . I would love to watch more movies with her the nex time but i hope she wont castrate mi out of anger one dae . I shall end this entry with a candid picture of mine haha .

2006-08-04T16:27:00.000+08:00

Crazy baby, the spirit of the motion

Dont let me feel devotion, and every day i'll always love you

Baby, so let me see the fire

Better step a little higher and every day i keep on moving

Baby.... your always on my mind

So darlin' ... i miss you every time

Hey hey baby baby i feel the motion

To hold me lady and i will always miss you

Darlin i want you laughin you left me crying our secret love.....

2006-08-04T15:55:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Yesterdae was a veri good day for me , todae oso gd dae for me . The reason? Haha cos i MC two daes -coughs Sick sia recently so muz stay at home to play DOTA and zhou bo lan . Hmm Hui Yee yesterdae came to my house to visit me cos i was sick lol so she arrived like ard 1 + pm to my house and over here at my house we watched HARD GAY ! =D He so rocks la haha SAY SAY SAY SAY SAY! HOO ! bet if i see him on the streets and he comes up to disiao me i would like luff my ass off before requesting to take a photo with him =D

Haha so practically we watched a few episodes of hard gay over at my house . He is freaking funny la going up to all the pple in tokyo shaking his ass and his D*** stunning and scaring everyone who met him sia . But i tink that Yee was engrossed and captivated by his charm at the way she was drooling all over my keyboard and mouse . I had to like beg her to stop it , i went like " Yee ! stop ur saliva flow ! its gona spoil my keyboard and mouse then i cannot play dota for the rest of my TWO DAYS MC " So ok , she listened and stopped drooling over my keyboard and mouse . After watching Hard Gay , we proceeded on to watch Too Fast Too Furious =D haha so yesterdae was like video day sia she nth to do at hm then came over to my house pei mi and watched shows together .

I've known Yee for like 1 , 2 , 3 .....7 years alreadi ar since sec 1 same class as her all the way till sec 4 and it seems that we can still bitch and gossip well together lol but Yee is one person u can count on to gib u gd advices on BGR stuff so most of the time i tell her if i have any probs . =D Her handphone num is 9xxxxxx1 anyting u all can contact her to receive counselling . =D

Seems i have to end this entry for now , later too long arr and wordy then my advisor wont read anymore of my entries alreadi =( HOOO!!!

2006-08-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

By special request of my advisor Xin Jia ^^

2006-08-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

Now i will attempt to brighten up ur dae by posting some pictures of probably the cutest animals on this planet... Ah Yee if u are reading this entry be prepared to wear a smile over ur face =D

Here kitty , kitty , kitty ;)

2006-08-01T20:35:00.000+08:00

Todae i will share with all of u a special place to straighten out ur tots or juz plain enjoy the nature. The place is found in Suntec City , the name for it is Sky Garden . Its one of my fav place to juz stone and juz laze ard as i look at pple arriving and leaving the place , out of which mainly consists of couples . Perhaps the place gives a v gd ambience to those who wan to make out in privacy ^^ The above photo was taken when the sky was brighter.

Hellllooo Darkness =) Beautiful isn't it hmm ... i juz wouldnt mind going there alone to juz sit there and juz tink abt life and maybe savour the memories that i had there once with ... =X

Thats the place when u get to sit and juz admire the tall skyscrapers surrounding the fountain of wealth .. Nth beats having a cup of coffee bean ice blended while admiring the modern nature in At Sky Garden =D

2006-07-30T15:18:00.000+08:00

I found this interesting poster and decided to take a picture of it . It says " Man Cannot Live On Beer Alone " haha i really agree with this sentence man cos oni Kevin this type of ass can survive on beer alone ! Arr but sexy picture isnt it showing a ger covering her .... with only tt bottle of beer ! I bet if mQ is reading this entry of mine he would be hoping tt bottle of beer slipping off frm her hand or sth and she would bend down to pick it up ! haha horny bear . Lets see.. A guy basically can survive WITHOUT beer since he has other stuff like Playstation , Soccer , Fast Cars etc etc theres so many stuff that man can survive with . Not only Women and Beer i guess ^^

Another interesting stuff i found of high educational value to those foreigners who seek to learn more abt Singapore's Culture ^^ A poster teaching basic Singlish Terms ! =D

2006-07-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

Been veri busy lately , no time update my blog.. wasn't easy to find this sundae afternoon to sit down comfortably in my rm to blog =D Ok lets see wad i will put todae.. on thur nite , i went to catch a movie with Mr Kevin Lee and Xinjia my advisor a.k.a Tromertised .

Arrr we went to catch this love show together.. starrring Keanu Reeves And Sandra Bullock . Sandra is freaking chio la omg her face looks so swt.. Keanu Reeves is so lucky to get to like kiss her ! Lol but anyway thats not tt point . I came out of the movie questioning my advisor abt the plot of the story , although its fresh but i tried to make sense out of its plot but failed to reach a conclusion ... So i ended it off by saying " its just a movie la ! " haha and it seems that Xinjia accepted my conclusion since she does not really noe how to explain to me wad the f*** was happening in the show too lol.

After the show we proceeded to this pub opp marine Sq to chill.. With Mr Kevin ard , we nv fail to indulge in the vice of drinking beer =( He is such a big a**h*** but its ok we will try to accept his behaviour since we have been frens for so long . He freaking cancelled my order for a cup of hot chocolate and ordered beer for mi instead . I heard him mumbling sth to the waiter " Munich Lagure 1 litre " ( pardon the wrong spelling of the beer ) yea and i assumed its like one litre shared amongst the three of us and i tot its quite ok until...

The freaking beer arrived and i realised he ordered an individual ONE LITRE for us -_- And he as usual made mi drink up everyting =( together with my beloved advisor whom i assumed would encourage mi to do more gd tings instead of drinking one litre of beer =(

We drank , we luffed , we tokked about our lives .. Arrr.. Nth beats chilling out with u guys ! Just that maybe we can ask Mq to come along nex time and get him drunk HEH HEH HEH !

This is how i looked after drinking ard 800 ml .

This is how my advisor and kevin look like together.

This is how my advisor and me looked like that nite .

We were both having a freaking bad headache sia -_- Heng i was still able to wake up at 6am the nex morning to go to work when Kevin was hoping i would oversleep . Where on earth can u find such an a**h*** fren that makes u drink down 1 litre of beer and hopes u cant wake up the nex morning for work... Arr =D

2006-07-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

I didn't mean to fall in love with you

And baby there's a name for what you put me through

It isn't love, it's robbery

I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

What is happiness ? I believe many pple have questioned the meaning of this word b4 . In my opinion , I belive that happiness is not derived from any single person or object . Lets say u believe that love makes the world go round, does it mean that when u break up it marks the end of the world alreadi? It is derived from the way u look at tings in life and oso being able to do the tings u like to do , free of any restrictions and boundaries . I would oso love to learn how to b happy but being an imperfect and greedy human being I can only try to cross the hurdles in front of me step by step . I am beginning to let loose the moral values which i stood so firmly on just to gain happiness . Let there be no boundaries to what u wan to do . REBEL !! =D

2006-07-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

Came back after work only to know frm my mum that one of her pet fish is dying -_- Its lying on its side and its condition is not turning for the better due to its eye infection .

I realise I have a soft spot for animals , can't bear to see them in pain or suffering =/ yet i have no motivation or aspiration to be a vet or sth . Juz feel that pple should take better care of their pets if they have decided to adopt or buy one , don't neglect them since they are living tings too . They have emotions too juz like humans . Humans when left alone , can resort to entertainment by himself but when animals are left alone they are totally helpless .

Readers of this entry , do not adopt or purchase a pet on impulse when u do not have the time to commit =)

2006-07-23T04:59:00.000+08:00

I'll take you to the candy shop

I'll let you lick the lollypop

Go 'head girl, don't you stop

Keep going 'til you hit the spot

2006-07-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

Todae I will post some interesting pictures of certain sale items here . I observe that pple often do some cute spelling mistakes or funny descriptions of tings they have on sale . For eg.
This is like telling pple that the water is cheating the nut ! When it should be water chestnut ^^ cute spelling mistake isn't it =P
Another one which caught my brother's attention todae when my mum and i sent him off to the airport was

Being the crazy person that he has owaes been , he had the same instinct as me , that is to take a photo of the sign and i urged him to send mi the pix so that i can post it here to show u all =P My mum suggested they change it to Sugar Roll Without Sugar Topping mahx haha since they say its w/o sugar , i assume that it tastes salty or sour or maybe even bitter

2006-07-20T23:24:00.000+08:00

Now i will touch on the topic of "Serpent Tongue" This might ring a bell in those who have frens mentioning it . A picture below shows a tongue being split into two thus resembling a "Serpent's Tongue" It is a veri painful process ( i assume) since most pple have tears rolling down their cheeks when they accidentally bite it when munching on their food . Hmm.... This is perhaps the extreme of punk fashion other than genital piercings and if anyone of u tink i am gona do this to my tongue..HELL NO ! The first ting that i tink of when i look at this is " Omg how the fuck do u french with tongue like that ! " But later on i believe that it is veri kinky to french with a tongue lidat lol.

Ok lets juz imagine if u become veri pro at controlling ur tongue(s) u can actually do some fancy stuff like the picture below
Hey u nv noe with such a talent like that u might actually get the nex role as a villain in Spiderman 3 or Xmen 4 as the "Serpent" ;)

2006-07-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

Juz came back frm cycling , feels so refrrrressshinnng ! =D Been a long time since i las cycled due to my busy schedule recently .I fetched Claudine back frm Bedok MRT bus stop to her doorstep ! This proves that i am a safe rider rite Claudine ? If u happen to be reading this , pls tag to say that i am a safe and pro rider ^^ . ZzZ owaes stay back in office OT doing stupid stuff for my mdm . But its ok this is my final lap i shall sprint and gib my BEST to the organisation HA HA HA after that i can happily fuck off to a happy place called civilian world -whistles Ok , the reason y i put that picture above is becos i plan to put sth lidat on my lip when i pierce it ! lol tink i shall do it during my clear leave and off period and maybe when i go back take my pink IC i shall surprise my mdm with my sexy accessory . But its ok , she describes me as an " ah beng ah seng " maybe cos i tok to her that time i like to shake my leg and maybe juz shout at her occasionally =P But the process of piercing seems quite scary sia heard frm XJ muz use thong to clip the lip then they use a needle pierce tru.. hmm.. but its ok ! beauty comes with a price doesnt it hur hur

This picture.. Hmm i name it " The tears i shed for u " If u all are tinking y did i take such a picture.. actually one fine dae i decided to mess ard with my sis' mascara and wanted to put eyeshadow bla bla to achieve a gothic effect but it turned out to be a failure so i anyhow painted my face alreadi and managed to get this idea and took a photo of it.. seems like i can b a gd halloween make-up artist instead =/ I lost my patience at trying to achieve the gothic look and painted a mess out of my face instead haha trust me ! make up is fun .. for both genders ! =D

2006-07-18T14:18:00.000+08:00

Feeling veri rebellious and vengeful now.. Don noe y got this feeling . Perhaps its becos my mdm at work make mi dulan then i feel this world . Got a strong impulse to get piercings now .. psychotic? perhaps. Driven crazy by those who mistreat mi , I will fuck u all guys one by one when i become stronger . Trust me .

Go ahead and talk shit talk shit about me

Go ahead and talk shit about my generation

Cause we don't, don't give a fuck

And we won't ever give a fuck until you

You give a fuck about me and my generation

2006-07-18T14:07:00.000+08:00

I will start off this post with a peek of wad is under my pants .. A pair of boxers ! Haha i got this as a birthdae present frm Suk2 and Pearlyn arrr Isnt it like so omg hot ! Haha check the design out so many little sheeps ard my .. area lol . Maybe they realised my insomnia problem and bot mi this so that when i cant slp at nite i can actually count them till i slp . Kinda remiscing since las time tricia addressed mi as " maremare" which actually refers to a sheep's call haha .

This wk is a broke wk sia omg i spent so much money ... i bot a new pair of shoes , bot new blazer etc etc and the list goes on .. but its ok . I try to convince myself that money can b earned back lol better don b like mi ar . There are so many pretty tings in this world that cannot b purchased due to the lack of money . ZzZz.

Later going to the airport to send Suk2 off , hmm.. dint get to spend much time w her due to my work and oso cos she has to set up a timetable for all her frens who take turns to go out with her lol she's so hot !

2006-07-18T13:54:00.000+08:00

It's been a wk since i las blogged.. the reason? Had to work OT almost everydae in camp cos of some stupid meeting that is coming along. Come back frm work everydae alreadi damn sian alreadi lie on bed and stone to music alreadi ZzZ no life sia heng i am getting out of this pathetic life soon .. 2 and a half more mths ^^ As requested by Miss Berlinda Tan who claims that my blog is as pathetic as Mq's i beg to differ . HA HA HA so this entry is sumhow dedicated to Berlinda to read . Ok lets round up some events which happened this las wk.. I met up with Bing Zhao And Melissa . We supposed to meet up go VCH watch musical concert but turned out that Bing and me arrived late so we changed our plan instead lol we went to hang ard suntec area . Tok cock , Sing song ( not at k-box ) though and played mahjong ( not true oso but it rhymes )

We ate ice cream and drank coffee lol so happy sia veri slack arrr as the above pix shows we bot this branded ice cream frm this japanese cafe.. I had black sesame and milk tea flavour while bing had lychee and chocolate flavours . Melissa was the biggest winner since she had 4 flavours by sharing with us !

Haha kewl huh this pix i borrowed Bing Zhao's glasses and Mel brot hers too so we posed for a pix together . Haha bing tinks i look punk but ok la i try to follow my own style i dowan to copy others =X.

Bing Zhao is a person to me whu is veri fashionable and oso up to date with his dressing haha he is sorta an inspiration to me to dress better haha bing if u reading this u better feel honoured !

Nv meet up with mel for a long time oso , realised that she has turned more matured looking since the las time i met up with her which was more than a yr ago . Las time she had two cute pony tails which has misled many pple into tinking shes like some sec sch girl girl lidat now that she doesnt tie them anymore , she looks more matured too ^^

2006-07-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

In case all my readers have been wondering wad have I been doing the past few daes cos i MIA and have not updated my blog . I will slowly tell wad happened the past few daes of my interesting life =D Ok lets se.. i las blogged on a fridae ...so i will begin listing down the happenings .

Saturdae I woke up at like blardie hell fucking early at 510am juz to catch a cab to my camp for some work ZZzz from my camp my 3 other fellow colleagues and i took the military transport down to a camp in the west area once again .. went there to do the usual ting and twang-ed till ard 1pm when we took the military transport back to our camp again and fell out frm there . Was fucking sian la imagine a freaking saturdae spend in camp tmd this coming sat is gona chaotah again sia -_-"

Reached home at ard 2pm that dae and later on prepared the bbq stuff together with my mother till 4+pm when the Advance Party for the BBQ Arrived =D They are Chin Hao , Qin Yuan , Kah Woon and Terrence haha they are like Bangra workers la come down to my house to help mi move the bbq stuff downstairs but their help is appreciated ! Thx Guys ! Thx to my mother oso who has helped mi alot for the past BBQs in preparing the foodstuff and oso the necessary stuff for the bbq =D Ok actually the 4 of them came down earlier to my house not really to help haha but to slack in my "LANSHOP" ( which is the term i use to refer to my room) Kah Woon and Terrence began to pit their skills against each other tru the game Winning Eleven 8th edition and comfortably sat on my bed while Chin Hao and Qy raided my com for porn and stupid videos -_-"

See ! this is an evidence of them coming to my house to slack instead of acting like bangra workers =X

Later on ard 6pm we started moving stuff down to the bbq pit and began setting up the stuff haha this is the part when they began behaving like they should , carrying the stuff down .

After a short while , pple started flocking in starting off with Gui Liu And Ding Na then ard 8pm more pple came in haha total tt dae we had like erm..19 pple at the bbq la including Kevin a.k.a Lee Gong Gong who is forever late he machiam come for supper than for bbq ! But its ok ! since most of the pple are present i feel contented alreadi .

After the BBQ they all came up to my house to watch World Cup , so there was a total of ard 12 pple in my house ! Imagine 10 pple squeezing in ur rm ! Its like Mass Orgy gang bang lidat sia lol but its ok i nv have so many pple squeezing in my rm b4 since my room is quite small .

2006-07-07T23:58:00.000+08:00

Todae I will blog abt the issue on Alcohol and Smoking . We are all familiar with the two of the many vices of human , that is smoking and drinking . Teachers have started educating us on the harmful effects of drinking and smoking since we were in Primary School all the way to Secondary School . Most of us can easily name the harmful effects brought abt by these two venomous activities despite the teachings we've learnt back then in sch . In the modern society now , smoking and drinking are seen as socializing activities . Its like when u see ur frens drinking or smoking in a grp , u tend to follow the crowd due to peer pressure or sheer enjoyment of the activities . There is a drastic increase in the number of female smokers in this society , for wad reason to account for this increase , we all are not sure oso . Perhaps its due to the stress faced by more pple frm the faster pace society that pple resort to such activities to relieve themselves of stress . For me , I am well aware of smoking and drinking . Being a peer leader in my lower sec days , I preach my grp on the after-effects brought about by smoking such as lung cancer etc etc . Alcohol causes liver failure over the long run when consumed in large quantities.. Hmm..Some believe that when a person is feeling down , drinking and smoking helps to relieve them of their worries and sadness. However , i cannot deny that its kinda like self-sympathy that one is showing towards himself when he decides to engage in such activities due to the stress he mentions . Family problems and BGR problems are perhaps the most common trigger for such vices amongst the teenagers in our society now . Many frens that i noe of would choose to jio their frens out when they are sad and take a puff together or juz indulge in alcohol so as to tranquilize themselves and landing themselves in a " numb " state . When they manage to get themselves drunk silly , they tend to develop a sort of whirlwind within their mind causing every worries that they have to b churned inside out . In that period of drunken state , they have some moments where their minds are freed of worries . I conclude this as escaping from reality . We all noe that the matter still lingers around in our mind when we wake up from our wasted state so .. theres no pt in getting urself drunk silly over matters of the heart . The best remedy for such problems is none other than the cliche " borrowing a listening ear " method . The heart would really feel less burdened when u confide in ur bestie or perhaps ur parents abt the -ve feeling within u . I was a victim of such an act too . Yrs back , i came to noe of the ger i loved getting together with another guy . My whole world shattered as darkness began to creep towards me. I drank like 750ml tt nite with a combination of Absolute Vodka and Baileys and Tiger Beer , I felt so pathetic and so loser-like tt nite . I couldnt take it and there wasnt anyone there whom i could pour my woes out to . So i ended up lying dead drunk in the toilet and puked everyting out in the toilet bowl at home . Did i feel better the nex dae i woke up? NO , I went to pierce my nose the nex dae . It made mi feel better.. haha perhaps i belong to the self-mutilation type of person where i feel better juz by inflicting pain upon myself . I juz felt so fucking rebellious after that nite , i dint care abt the rest around me i juz wanted to do wad makes mi happy and fuck care the rest ard me . From my past experience , i wan to tell the readers of this entry that no matter wad downs u face in life u can owaes confide in someone ard u . Seriously , it makes u feel better than juz gulping down gallons of alcohol or smoking packs of ciggies. If u noe mi personally , u can owaes count on me to listen to ur probs instead of drinking and smoking and i will try my best to listen and understand =)

2006-07-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. I came to realise that I've been living on a tinge of hope that has let mi down . I begin to wonder whether I am being too optimistic or issit juz the fear of knowing the truth . Guess I have to re-adjust my current lifestyle juz to forget that such a ting has ever existed within me

2006-07-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

Did I lose my love to someone better

And does he love you like I do

I do, you know I really really do

Well hey So much I need to say

Been lonely since the day

The day you went away So sad but true

For me there's only you

Been crying since the day

The day you went away...

It's a funny ting how I've come to realise how contradicting it is when it comes to the rate at which time passes by . At work , when I can't finish a task given to mi by the dateline at the end of the dae , I was hoping time would actually drag a little longer and not pass as fast as it does when a person is busy . However , time passed veri slowly for mi yesterdae since yest i had practically nth to do the whole dae cos my boss wasn't in camp so it was like total chaos in camp arr haha I spent my time wokking ard diff sections disiao-ing all the " Warriors Of Eternity " as described by my frens and me. Don't be mistaken , they do not have some elixir to make them immortal but their ORD date seems so long later that its like enternity =) ( compared to me and my section mates who are going to leave the service end of this yr ! haha! ) Goodbye Regimentation ,
Helllloooo Freedom =) Have alot of plans coming up for my long awaited stretch of Holidays after I ORD . I wanna pierce my lower right lip but I was tinking if i really did , which employer other than 77th Street would hire mi to work for them =/ I aim to work in Topshop or Esprit since I like their style of clothes ^^ Recently quarreled alot w Angeline in camp haha i tink i developing Attitude Problem since nth really matters much to mi now except the holy date 061106 haha ORD LO !! Sianx this Sat have to report back to camp at like 530am?! wth so LATE sia cbbbb nex sat oso burnt ZzZz LL bo bian la But f*** it i will get tru this and rise in glory as i fly on the wings of freedom 3 mths later ^^I wanna go cycling but its like so late now le juz now went with Mr Chinchilla go TM for a wok and he go look at his games later on we proceeded to window shop and we realised we got loads of stuff that we wan to buy but too bad we are being pawned by the monster by the name " Money " F*** sia really alot of tings to buy , so much clothes and nice shoes and bags awaiting mi to bring them home and display them in my room ^^ haha but nvm i tink i slowly save up and buy one piece by one piece .