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` With that smile upon ur face u promised mi forever
` The promises u made deeply etched within my heart
` My life shattered the moment u walked out of it
` Now I only believe in empty promises and beautiful lies..

Wednesday, March 05, 2008
As I was in the gym just now , thx to my neighbours whose alarm clocks rang simultaneously at like fucking 8am in the morning and if it was only one fucking clock ringing nvm but knn got two ringing sia cbbb!! one is ring ring ring ring the other is play some knn melody!! wah lan ey i slept at like 5am then woke up at 8am!! really ass lo then i couldnt slp so i decided to make use of my time to do some workout.
Apparently alot of tots raced across my mind as i was doing my weights juz now , i was tinking how pathetic i used to be owaes indulging in self-sympathy and my dear frens , self sympathy is not a gd ting because all it does is waste ur fucking brain cells on day dreaming "Wow! how i wish i could be as hot as Bradd Pitt" "Wow How i wish i could have a hot gf such as Gillian" "Wow how i wish i could fucking have a hot bod like Vincent Ng" After everyting , u realise the more farked up u feel after all these tots. Instead of being such a useless bum sitting or lying down , y not make a change to ur life? Lets say u fall into the following categories ( Not referring to anyone in particular)
Category #1 : If u tink u're ugly , perhaps make an effort to use make up to conceal the flaws instead of saying " oh fark im fugly now i am going to be a farking single dickhead cos no guys/gers wan to be with me " Ok lets say if u cant be bothered to put make up , well i guess the oni alternative u have is to build up ur character since character plays a major role in hooking up with someone too well, pple will say " XXX is ugly , but he/she has a nice character"
Category #2: If u tink u're fat , for goodness sake do sth abt it. Don jus sit ur farking ass on the chair and tink " oh god , im fat im fat im fat im fat im fat " i bet repeating that a million farking times wouldnt make u lose the fats so maybe u can like run instead of indulging in self sympathy with a bag of chips on ur lap cos thats a farking joke.
Category #3 : If u tink that u're not bad-looking but fat , great! all the more u should picture urself being a chiobu or yandao if u slim down and hopefully that keeps u motivated ! Omg imagine the farking hot guys and gals u can pick up while having the self-confidence ! Lets face it guys , which gal or should i say most of the gals wont mind having sex with Edison for goodness sake la provided he doesnt take pictures of u in ur most slutty moments hahahha WE ARE ALL SUPERFICIAL LETS FACE IT . U dare to tell me that u would reject a Edison-clone who is a doctor and drives a Lamborghini ( And for all those of u who doesn't noe wad a lamborghini is , this is how it looks like and its not some brand of handphone or mp3 or wadsoever)
and has a nice character? IF u fucking do , BURN IN HELL U FUCKING LYING WHORE!!!
To all the pple reading this , i guess its the lack of slp and the emo-shit i am going tru that makes this entry such an angsty one but at the end of this entry . I am still who i am :)
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