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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Sometimes i tink that i am weird , but i tend to find consolation whenever i look at my advisor . Here are the 6 tings that i find weird abt myself..

1) I carry my soft pillow around the house with me at all times becos i tend to let it rest on my lap when i sit down . Its a really weird habit , i am so used to having sth to put on my lap while i am sitting down that i had this bean bag to act as a substitute for my pillow . When i am outside of my house , if my fren has a bag i will borrow it frm him juz to place it on my lap . Really difficult habit to kick becos i bring my soft pillow to the dining table too when i have my meals at home and owaes get scolding from my mum who tinks that it is unhygienic!

2) At some points in life , i will feel veri happy and super contented with my life . During the other times when i don feel happy , i feel super uncontented with my life . My mood changes rapidly at times to the extent i feel that i have PMS . Sometimes i feel that i get agitated for no reason and get veri defensive , i wan to learn to be more magnanimous and be a better person !

3) Whenever i get attached , i owaes feel a sense of hesitation because i don noe how to differentiate b/w infatuation and liking a person . So in other words , i owaes question myself about whether or not i have done the right choice in choosing that "her" when i get into any relationships.

4) I am super pessimistic when it comes to certain issue like Relationships and Gambling . I believe that it's impossible to love a person wholeheartedly in one's life . Reason? Because God owaes gives us many chances to love pple so if one fails in a r/s , there is owaes another person to be loved . Gambling.. I don have any inspirations like MQ or Doug so i don really gamble , if i have 50 dollars , i will make full use of it to buy tings i like instead of gambling it for more $.

5) I am irrational most of the times . B/W looks and functions of a gadget , i will go for looks . Maybe i am superficial ? lol

6) I have owaes felt that gothic is a kind of art . I can see the beauty within certain tings that normal pple can't . I see slashed wrists , blood and piercings as a form of escape frm reality. In short , i tink i am rather sick at times .

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