Everytime i look at our photos
I begin to reminisce about the times
The times when you seemed to revolve around my life
The sadness which accompanied me in the past
It feels so foreign now
I cannot understand or feel what i felt in the past when you left
Right in front of me are love tragedies taking place
But i fail to understand how my frens suffer as the victims of love
Back then when you left i fell flat on my face
It wasnt easy picking myself up from that fall
Only to be pushed down again by you
This time I went completely shattered
The frens and family who were there all along seemed so transparent
Nothing was visible except images of you
What happened to the " I can't imagine life without you"
And the " I will be there for you no matter what happens"
Does the forever you promised me means going out with someone new after me?
I made a mistake back then
No , it was nv the case of falling head over heels for you
But loving you more than i loved myself
I am a born metro-sexual , a true narcissist
You were an exception in my life back then
Never did i imagine i would place you above myself back then
Over time , I've learnt
Yes , I've become stronger and able to suppress my feelings better
I've learnt to be selfish at the expense of others' feelings
U were such a big liar
After u left , I realise the importance of my frens and family
I love them v much cos i noe they accept mi for who i am
They are not like you , constantly giving me the pressure to turn into someone i do not wish to
