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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

So i tot abt stuff again as usual as i was cycling , Y do i owaes feel sth amiss in my life although i lead a SUPERB life now with having almost everyting i wan . Something is seriously lacking in my life.. I wonder issit becos i lack of a goal or sth in life or issit becos my freedom is restricted =( i so wan to do so many tings but yet i cant do -sigh i noe it sounds kinda stupid but i am so gian to dye my hair la and put on nice clothes to go out and make merry outside with my besties but the tot of booking in the nex dae turns mi off =( Help ! Save me ! ok then again i look at my camp pass it reads " Expiry Date : 061106 " damn ! so fortunate compared to the warriors of eternity in my office with expiry dates like " XX0608" oh gawd ! I feel lucky ! but then again i feel shitty now don noe how to explain this feeling i juz wanna shout out to this world " I WAN MY FUCKING FREEDOM BACK ! DAMN U DICKLETS WHU TOOK AWAY MY FREEDOM ! " At the same time i tink abt my sad past , when i first stepped into the army i really acted like a spoilt and unmotivated brat refusing to do most of the tings that i was told and putting in no effort to do them causing mi to get into alot of trouble . After serving for so long i realise that Army does only one ting right , that is to carve out the patience within u and somehow build ur character to adapt to the working society which i am so gonna face soon when i search for jobs after i ORD LO ! Ok lets pray i learn more as i get along with these shackles on my ankles and adapt a +ve working mentality =)

11:10 PM

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