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` With that smile upon ur face u promised mi forever
` The promises u made deeply etched within my heart
` My life shattered the moment u walked out of it
` Now I only believe in empty promises and beautiful lies..

Monday, September 04, 2006
Looking at the pple ard me often makes mi wonder . Life is really like a drama with us being the actors in it . One of my ex sch mate has juz passed owae cos he commited suicide with its reason remaining a mystery , one of my frens facing a r/s problem and oso many others facing stress due to life in army . When i tink abt my life now , i feel v lucky . I get to meet my besties over the wkend , spend time with my family after my working hours at hm , get to chill out with my buddies with an almost infinite supply of Starbucks and Coffee Bean beverages ( meaning i get to drink it whenever i wan ) . I muz admit that most pple tink that i am a happy go lucky person on the outside due to my crazy behaviour and energetic presence but well i had my ups and downs in life too . Only recently i realised i grew stronger emotionally . I am able to suppress my emotions better and have better manipulation over them . I refrain frm allowing them to get the better of me and do stupid tings to make up for my unhappiness like getting wasted etc etc . I feel at times that i was more kind and totful in the past compared to now . I feel that i've become more cold-blooded in a sense as i grow older although i hope that this feeling does not make mi become a lousier person as a whole . I've adapted to the " fuck it " attitude at times becos like wad XinJia said , we cant gib a shit abt some stuff at times so we juz Fuck It and shove it aside and get along with life . Y make a living tragical figure out of urself when u r sad? Perhaps u can confide in ur frens... and perhaps u do sad stuff to let pple noe u r sad juz becos u lack tt bit of attention . Overdoing stuff is really v stressful on ur frens as they drain their brain juices tinking of cheering u up . Simple , when u r sad , tell ur close frens wads bothering u instead of getting into trouble and making them worry . For all my frens reading this entry , can owaes tell mi ur troubles as i welcome u guys with open arms and brighten ur dae =) Esp my 4/1 besties ... Peace out
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