;; You're My Inspiration , My Pen Ceased To Write Anymore Poetry The Day You Left..

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Whenever i look at ur photo , i cannot deny that there is a sudden surge of sadness within me . I'm sorry for not cherishing u enuf in the past , not that any amount of apologies would b able to make up for the pain i've caused u . I wouldn't say i regret my decision back then , cos regrets are nth but abundant sorrows. When u left for Melbourne this yr , i nv had the time to send u off . When u were back in April for ur vacation trip , i got in touch w u again . I realised that u've become more matured compared to the Shu Jing i knew of . Nt that u behaved kiddish-ly las time but its the 6 hours face-to-face chat session that i had with u that made mi realise i had once again fallen for this gal whom i gave up in the past . B4 u left SG back to Melbourne , i rem telling u that u r my soft spot . When i said that , it means that u had the influence in my life to make mi change for the better and oso make mi listen to u in certain issues without the extra nagging and oso far surpassed the obedience that i show my parents at times . I tried my hard to get u back , i really did , trust me . U are the first gal that i've ever written a poem out of inspiration , perhaps tt is enuf to show the liking i have for u . U told mi that u preferred we remain nth more than frens since u don even have the interest in me anymore . But its ok , i managed to console myself that if its ur decision that way , i believe u would b happier that way . I do hope u are living well over there . Remember to take gd care of ur health and oso study hard =)

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