This entry is dedicated to someone who i will owaes remember truout my life , Since its her b'dae todae i will rite an entry juz for her as she did for my bdae on her blog . I nv knew wads the meaning of liking/loving someone until she came into my life ard 4 yrs ago , met her tru this close fren of mine called Choo Lilin . As i was tokking to Lilin over the phone ard 4 + yrs ago , i was so bored and asked her to intro mi some chiobus frm her class so ok , gd enuf she intro mi to this classmate of hers by the MIRC nick of frost^Ice . So i tot that was rather interesting since i do not noe whu is Tricia and decided to chat her up in IRC . The first time i tokked to her over MIRC , i found her veri cute and funny . After our conversation ended tt nite , b4 i went to slp i tot of her and was v curious to noe how she looks like so i woke up the nex dae to go to sch to find her in her 3/1 classroom . I rem when i first met her in sch tt time i gave her a pair of earrings and perhaps tt gave mi a chance to jio till her lol . With my glib tongue and sincerity i managed to win her heart and we soon became together . The time spent with her was veri happy as silly promises were made to each other and were taken into consideration seriously. Perhaps that the joyful part of puppy love as wise men say .
I was the one who...
- Waited under her block for one hour plus like a silly fool in love holding a bouquet of Lilies ( her fav flowers ) hoping that she the first person he would share his joy of finally completing his O lvls.
- Cheekily went up to her during Sports Day in 2002 to ask her whether she wans to participate in the house games despite noeing she wasnt the sporty type since he juz wanted to go up and tok to her so he made up tt reason.
- Made a bouquet of pink strawberry lollipops and gib it to her so as to reward her for having improvements in her results so as to motivate her further .
- Wanted to give his academic plaques to her becos he felt her presence motivated him to study hard .
- Would change his image and gib up his interests juz becos she dint like his dressing and vanity.
- Would keep her hair band with him becos he requested to have one of her hair bands which she would normally tie a tail with on her hair in Secondary Sch.
- Would ask her repeatedly over the phone whether she wans to marry him and hear her repeat yes even though he noes that its not possible at their age but was glad to noe she was willing to do so .
- Tell her that her hair smells nice cos she was using his fav shampoo .
When she left him....He was the one who ....
- Felt that hes the fucking loneliest person in the whole wide world as he was the only one so down with love .
- Felt that death was the only solution juz becos looking at her photographs and hearing rumours of her with another guy made him fucking sad.
- Would cut himself with a blade and get wasted so as he tot it would make him feel better.
- Would wait for her for more than a yr hoping she would b touched by his sincerity and patch back with him .
At the end of the day , I learnt alot abt myself . I take alot to like a person . Tsk tsk she once told mi that a person's liking for another is measured by the debt he used to owe her in her prev life , I tink i used to owe Tricia like something like a family heirloom or sth sia lol. I do hope she enjoys her 19th B'dae todae with the pple closest to her and stay happy always .^^Signing Off,Mare2
