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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

As i was cycling around my house area , i begin to tink abt stuff . Emo stuff is wad some might call them . I realise that its really veri hard to show someone how much u care for them even though u try . Yes , u may try , bt whether or not the other party recognises ur efforts and reciprocates them is another ting.I like my parents alot . Reason? cos they take care of my well-being and oso let mi do most of the stuff i like to do which is actually enuf . But as we grow older , we tend to have our own freedom and go out with frens and stuff leaving both of them alone at hm to watch their television or maybe doing other stuff to waste their time away since they have turned inactive as they age over the years. Perhaps simple stuff such as setting aside 3 daes a wk to stay at hm to pei them is gd enuf . However when we tink back of the past when we were still kids , we had to ask them for permission to go out and if they dint approve of us going out back then , we would obediently stay at hm with them . As we grow older , we tend to have stronger wings and oso a sharper tongue , arguing and reasoning it out with them as to y we cannot go out bla bla bla . At the same time we wan to retain our freedom , we gib up the tot of accompanying them at home during their loneliest times . Its like a lose-lose situation in a sense . At least i noe my sis does it on a shift basis ha ha its like if she stays out late todae she would ask mi to try to stay at hm to pei them ok i am trying to adapt to it since my house has only both my sis and me left together with my parents . I find it hard to care for the pple ard u too , not only family but frens . I tokked to Yee over the phone and she gave mi some quality advice on how to juggle b/w family and myself . Really nice tokking to her since she gibs mature advice on stuff which i find difficulty in handling =) Yea to all readers of this entry , try to cherish pple close to u that are ard u as they are the ones leading u to the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow in ur life . Perhaps a small advice to tell ur parents u care is putting aside 1 hour of ur time surfing the net or msn-ing at hm to juz engage in casual conversations with them or perhaps juz buying tidbits or cakes for them to savour at hm while watching tv , they would appreciate it v much =)

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